Where should i start....
A little back story; My mom always said I used to drain her of her energy. Not because I was a hyperactive child because even when i was quiet she was exausted. well in the past 6 months Ive come into contact with 2 different highly attuned people. anytime im around them in particular My spine from he root to crown starts to burn and vibrate. my solarplexus and throat tighten. you might be wondering why im describing it this way well because of about 2 years of research eversince i found out about my familys heritage.
We were healers, and i have seemed to inherit some abilities.
and to the other side of the coin Ive healed a tumor and revived 2 animals by touch. I understand this to be an uncontious vamp. but i also have some other abilities as well im also a low level empath. the problem is I cant control it. I know deep down theres more inside than appears. and i believe its more powerful than i imagine.
problem is i need a mentor of sorts to be my wingman. there have been other strange occurences and some that...well TK and obe's as well as others. about 5 min procog. and its usually when im in danger or someone else is that i know. I have those stories too but i dont think their needed. I know whats going on with me but i cant control it but i want to control it and hone it. please help.

P0wW0w

Hi P0wW0w!

So you're looking for a mentor . . . not the sort of thing easily solved by posting on craigslist, is it? FWIW, have you tried putting out a psychic call for one? From what I've heard, that will work, but it will probably not manifest immediately. Sometimes it can be years before the call is answered.

In the meantime, all I can suggest is to read as much as you can about this. Have you looked around here at BoT? There are probably at least a few articles to get started with.

Enjoy your time here at BoT, and best of luck in your search!


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Hey PowWow & welcome.

Neb's idea is the 1st thing you should try if you're ready. Also there are different groups & websites. Yahoo has a few vampire based groups, such as Shadowlore...they're very welcoming and have loads of experience between them. There are many Vamp. websites as you probably know too. Healers in my exp. are often found in sites bearing that name or in ones about Angels. Sooo you may need to suss out wisdom from both, ask around...don't take it to heart if you are called names or laughed at, it will be about THEIR issues. You have an interesting journey in front of you my friend!

Be well .

This may help w/empath control. Google - Book of Storms. Free lessons.

Thanks alot guys thats a definate start and alot of help. as far as a Psi call, I believe I may have that answer. the second attuned one is actually a coworker, we have senced each others presence and recently have had a coming out if you will and this was actually today. Its almost like i fell backwards into it not even realizing but by accdent. His technique as he calls it was also hereditary. I had asked him if he was given the permission to teach. he said not as of yet. His 2 aunts, father, grandfather were all empaths, healers, and vamps. what do you know, huh. ironic how life works. Hes gonna talk to his aunts about an initiation of sorts is my guess. He was actually expecting a call from one of them about this and of course hadnt said a word to them. And yes I have a journey ahead of me. My worst fear is not being able to control what i have the ability to unlock, because i know theres alot more to me than i even know. How of a raity is it to find a life giver and stealer at the same time?
The worst part is its uncontious and i definatntly know when its happening when im around peole like us because the same thing happens every time. but also the healing is contious.
thanks for the help and support.
P0WW0w

P.W. have you ever done meditation? I hadn't/wasn't interested/said I "couldn't" until less than a year ago. I actually felt like I was going through life in that state anyway. The reason I'm asking is your wonderful comment of there being "more to you than even you know"...well a gentle way of finding that (for me at least) can be through meditation. Amazing insights can come, some puzzling until later on when the message "dawns" on you in it's full light.

Hey, PW -- welcome to BoT!

My two cents: You might want to consider looking for info regarding how to build a personal energy shield. These work both ways - protect you from sucking up things that don't promote your highest good but also protect others from being depeleted while you're exploring how to find the balance between depleting and healing.
zeph


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Spine? From root to top? That's Kundalini. No doubt there. You are blessed with strong channeling capacity. Use it with care. You are going to need to learn relaxation techniques. I d say, that if it is that strong, you've likely had the odd accident occur around you. The energy can and does distract others. This is only one aspect of it's manifestation. I can have a strong emission of Kundalini on the bus or something..and have any children that are a few months old, spontaneously begin crying at the top of their lungs. They feel it, no doubt.

One has to be careful and learn the relaxation techniques. It tends to be very orgasmic on release, much like a itch that you finally get to scratch. The bigger the release, the bigger the itch scratched. That kinda thing.

zeph, im familiar with constructs just not to expierienced in creating them. Prop, I understood Kundalini to be stronger than i expierienced but on the other side of the coin i could have just a high tolerence. As far as the quote " theres more to me than even i know" the coworker i was talking about had hinted to the fact that someone awhile back might have noticed the emerging abilities before i realized what they were and sealed them to a point. and as far as that goes he can break the seal but as i said before but he hasnt been given the permission. He was supprised when he scanned and guaged to find that my theory of being more than i even know was true. thanks for all of your support. but seriously how often are there healers/stealers? Whats ironic to me but im sure not so is that its kind of unnerving to know that i dont nessisarily fit into a particular group.

P.W. you seem to think that you are in a camp all of your own. Not only does your self description literally fit my son, but we are ALL enegry givers & takers! If you can't see that then maybe you could use some light in that camp of yours/ours.
Please know that although everyone's journey is unique, we are walking alongside while you walk yours, not watching you from outside the fishtank. Take care.

Juno54 wrote:

P.W. you seem to think that you are in a camp all of your own. Not only does your self description literally fit my son, but we are ALL enegry givers & takers! If you can't see that then maybe you could use some light in that camp of yours/ours.
Please know that although everyone's journey is unique, we are walking alongside while you walk yours, not watching you from outside the fishtank. Take care.

thank you for that insight i didnt think of it that way. I do normally take things with a grain of salt and some of the forums ive been in actually hated vamps especially ones who cant control it. thank you for being so welcome and helpful. I think i may have come into this a little pessamistic so my appologies.

POwWOw (I really like the name you've chosen btw) I only found out late last year that vamps existed, through the net as where I live you would never hear about anything like that. My response was "more people with different experiences & points of view" and realised that it could be quite difficult for them at times. Whether blood or psi or energy (is that considered the same?) vamp I didn't quite understand the mechanics (practices, ins & outs, whys & wherefores...can't find the right word here) of it but someone doesn't have to understand that stuff to be understandING. I'm one who loves to research and master knowledge of things but all the whats and whys don't matter really, whoever and whatever we are/think/believe/do...we are important and we play a part in others journeys too. Yow P.W. like everything else in this beautiful place are worthy of love...maybe you could give a little to yourself.

I have always understood that vampires were created by another vampire. The first takes the blood of the second , and then feeds the second the mixed blood back.
The second then becomes a vampire too.
Relating this to energy, in theory one could first take the energy of a person , mix it with their own and then feed them it back.

When put this way , this sounds like a lot of relationship situations.

There are also some people that do drain the energy of others, but they tend to have an insatiable appetite for attention and energy.

If you were to take energy or psi from someone , to create the loop
you would need to give them some energy back.
LIke SpiritZephyr mentions you could maybe give some thought to protecting yourself , this then would enable you to raise the level of consciousness. Maybe stronger , or higher level energy rather than more or quantity would suit you better?
As Juno mentions, I am not too learned and knowledgable about such things , but support , true kindness and understanding and learning can help most people . I hope you find your answers , or at least gain understanding and peace of heart and mind.


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newby wrote:

When put this way , this sounds like a lot of relationship situations.

that was priceless




Tiger


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Juno54 wrote:

someone doesn't have to understand that stuff to be understandING

Well said, Juno.


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There are monsters, there are angels,
there's a peacefulness and a rage inside us all.
There's sugar, there is salt,
there's ice and there is fire in every single heart.
There are monsters, there are angels.

POwWOw, I’m new to this forum, but not new to energy issues. I’m a practicing master energy healer/balancer and would like to offer some basic information about the nature of energy vampires for your consideration… accept it or dismiss it. Here goes.
Energy flow between people, people and animals, people and inanimate objects or people and the cosmos is a constant ongoing process based on principles similar to water seeking its own level. A surplus will over flow to a deficit. A deficit will draw from any level around that is greater (and unprotected). This continues to occur until the entities/energy vessels in proximity to one another (either in a physical or spiritual context) and engaged in the exchange, reach their individual energy balanced state. The one with the greatest deficit will draw stronger until the others level of depletion approach that ones level of repletion. Once an entity approaches or reaches its balance state, it becomes internally energy neutral… it’s most natural, balanced and harmonious state.
The riff comes when one of the vessels has a hole in it. The hole is in the form of an energy center(s) that either use the energy as soon as it becomes available, re-emit the energy as fast as it’s absorbed, or transmutates it to the opposite polarity (usually negative) and only increases the deficit. The last one is an energy vampire (EV). They create other energy vampires by drawing others so low, so fast that they lapse into a transmutational state themselves.
If any of this seems to make sense to you, we can go further and discuss alternate energy sources (other than people) and energy balancing and reversing the negative transmutation. Keep in mind that the above can only be effective if the EV truly wants to stop. Some people get attached to the persona of the vampire and unconsciously do not want to let go of something that makes them special and powerful, even if it is negative and ultimately destructive.

CKR


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Hi ChoKuRei!

Thanks for joining the discussion and your thoughtful post on the subject. What kind of energy healing / balancing do you practice? Just curious.


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There are monsters, there are angels,
there's a peacefulness and a rage inside us all.
There's sugar, there is salt,
there's ice and there is fire in every single heart.
There are monsters, there are angels.

Glad you asked, nebula. Let me go a little further and explain myself. I use both hands-on and remote Usui Reiki, aura scanning, meditative intent and pendulum dowsing (not divination). These four modalities work as an integrated clinical toolset to both locate and work with energy imbalances.

Have no fear. I’m not attempting to drum up remote clients and their credit cards. The science of Reiki extends beyond balancing the energy flow within the one being, but in doing so it contributes to balancing the flow in the universe in which we live… one precious individual at a time (unquestionably a leap of belief for some folks). It’s incumbent upon Reiki Masters to promote balance and harmony at all levels. Some do it by teaching, some by hanging out a sign and distributing business cards, others by engaging the world as we find it…a kind of energy peace corps.

Neither am I looking for disciples or converts. No religion, no dogma, no club, no collection. If I can help someone (particularly someone with gifts) tap into life energy from a more benevolent source, we all reap the benefit. What I get is to have the energy of pure existence pass through me as I direct it to a recipient. It’s a balancing, calming and cleansing experience… over and over. Not a bad deal.

If I can help, good for us. If not, blessed be.

CKR


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POwWOw,

Please, don’t misinterpret my previous statements to be in any way judgmental or condemning. On the contrary, I would encourage you to explore and refine the wonderful gifts you have. I know from exposure that control is not always attainable, but reaching a level of understanding and peace quite often is.
The road to self-realization can be rocky and although few road maps or guides exist, more and more people are traveling it. There are, however, individuals and organizations that work at subtle levels, but are none the less there should you find yourself in any kind of crisis. Be assured, you’re not alone.

CKR


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Thanks for explaining the kind of energy work you do, ChoKuRei. Having "the energy of pure existence" pass through you as you work sounds wonderful.


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There are monsters, there are angels,
there's a peacefulness and a rage inside us all.
There's sugar, there is salt,
there's ice and there is fire in every single heart.
There are monsters, there are angels.