nebula wrote:

anomynous wrote:

They're not meant to be profound in any way, basically I'm just curious. If we were created in their image, well then how similar are we? What are their daily lives like? That's all I want to know. From the point they wake up to the point they go to sleep, what do they do?

I think those are great questions. I've wondered about those things myself from time to time. No harm in wondering about that stuff.

All I know about the other human ETs is that they're hundreds of thousands of years more technologically advanced than us, and much more spiritually evolved. They're capable of doing things that we, currently, could only dream of. Given this information, it is very hard not to put them on a pedestal. Anyone can say they understand that all life is equal, but it can still be hard to digest this notion. If one of their goals is for Earth humans to be able to relate to them more, we need to know more details about them personally.

You could go to China and, at first, think you have absolutely nothing in common with anyone living there. Once you learn more about the people and their culture, the similarities begin to show, and then comes understanding.

person1 wrote:

Thanks for the info AnnuMela

I am just so over this human stuff and ready to move on.

You too? Good. And when we get there, maybe we can sit down and have few beer. Imported, of course.

I'm just trying to get back. For me, it's a case of 'I wanna go home'. But I apparently agreed to be here..again! dammit. sigh. Riding shotgun is a PITA.

anomynous:

'Satan' is a judge. A 'justice 'o' the peace. Delivers the 'judgement of the gods'.

'Lucifer' is the fallen angel. Angel of the Dawn the bringer of light, in many ways. The dawn light, BTW, in astrology, is the point n the horizon, where the 'soul' slides through the dimensional barriers (like the rainbow of energy off of a crystal) as they split up..and concludes it's contact and immersion in the physical and connection to the body. Lucifer was the dude who ran that. Thus the story of the tree of knowledge and the snake in the garden of eden. Lucifer also known as Loki, or the Sumerian ENKI. ENKI tries to free man, from his Bro-in-law's(?) insanity and nastiness (ENLIL). Anyway, the ascendant, the point of light or degree on the eastern horizon, due to energy spins, is the point of descent of the soul at birth moment. Also Venus, love, dawn, ISIS, Diana, The UPRIGHT 5 pointed star, all the same. The five pointed star, also traces the 5 period retrograde patterning of Venus in the skies. The morning star. The ascendant, they say, the degree inf the zodiac that describes the ascendant, is the 'coloring' of the Input and output of information onto the mind body and soul, thus the rose colored glasses we wear or put on, at birth. The point in the zodiac that describes that, is the description of our input/output filter, for this life. Find the degree of your ascendant, and then find the 'Sabian symbol' that describes that degree..and it will agree with your own personal I/O filter.

'Devil' is a middle ages Vatican/priesthood creation for control purposes. The sulfur/fire/brimstone part is the minor demon 'calling/summoning' aspect.

I know you didn't say the stuff, someone else did. But it's best to keep it clear who's who in the names area. I'm just providing a bit of clarification for all.

Prophmaji wrote:

The ascendant, they say, the degree inf the zodiac that describes the ascendant, is the 'coloring' of the Input and output of information onto the mind body and soul, thus the rose colored glasses we wear or put on, at birth. The point in the zodiac that describes that, is the description of our input/output filter, for this life. Find the degree of your ascendant, and then find the 'Sabian symbol' that describes that degree..and it will agree with your own personal I/O filter.

Dude! You're familiar with the Sabian symbols! The symbol for my ascendant is the carrier pigeon. There is some very intriguing imagery in the Sabian symbols. Do you have Jones's book?


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tiaka9 wrote:

AnnuMela, that was fascinating! Thank you for sharing this information with us. What the council said about time and remembering reminded me of Neale Donald Walsch`s writings in his Conversations With God series. Powerful stuff. I`m looking forward to hearing more about the Time Lords. I`m a big fan of Doctor Who! I believe that much of what is written in science fiction is the author tapping into something that has already happened or will happen.

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Hey Tiaka,

I haven't read much of the Conversations with God series. I started reading the first book, and for some reason I was turned off of reading more...not sure why, but I may revisit it now that I have done some growing...might make more sense to me now. Thanks for that link! How cool is that? I agree, the movies are there for much more then entertainment...there are always hidden messages in all of life and our movies play out themes from our subconscious rememberances...most definitely. Some are down right awakening!


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Heya anomynous

anomynous wrote:

Great post Annu, it definitely provided some more insight on your last post. I have heard before in the Alex Collier video that we are a big mix of genes and other ETs consider us genetic royalty because of this huge gene pool. Can't wait for the next channeling.

That sounds about right to me! Never heard of Alex Collier..will go look him up later.

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Some things I don't understand. Our DNA contains genes from the Orion greys, is that the only thing they meant by they are us? Or are they a future us as we understand time?

I THINK that is all they meant, perhaps also symbolically us in that they have gone through the same path of evolution we are now going through, although strangely I think that spiritually we are catching up to them due to the faster cycles of life on this planet... technologically they are WAY ahead of us though. Unfortunately, I am also unclear on some of this stuff!

anomynous wrote:

Also, what is this Akashic record exactly? I've never heard of it before.

Ah, well the Akashic record is sort of like the information storage of our collective higher consciousness. Since we are all connected through a gridlike system, we all contribute and can access this virtual databank if you will, which contains all of the experiences, wisdom and knowledge of the Source-God's "sensory organs" or the spirits experiencing being physical....or us and all life if you want to get particular! Edgar Cayce referred to the Akashic record as the Book of Life. Akasha in Sanskrit means aether or non-physical space. I don't think this is the best explaination, however, so I will refer you to our physical Akasha here on Earth...Wiki!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Akashic_records

If you find this interesting you may like to look into Theosophy. Madame Blatavasky (sp?) channeled a whole schwack of books on the subject that absolutely ring my truth bell til my head is spinning! Excellent insight into All that Is and the function and relationship of the physicality to the spirituality of all life. VERY interesting stuff that took the world by storm back in the late 1800's ....in a day when this was not discussed openly and one hardly knew what the word Metaphysical meant. Good stuff. Here's another Wiki on Theosophy: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Theosophy I have only just begun to study this information and it just feels SO right to me...

anomynous wrote:

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Are they saying that our lifespan depends on how we measure time?

If when the Anunnaki created us they inadvertently created humans that could fast track to enlightenment, why didn't they make these genetic changes to themselves to accelerate their spiritual evolution?

Our lifespan is measured by the cycles inherent in the time it takes to travel around our star, in this case Sol, our sun. In other systems, the time it takes to travel around their stars is longer or shorter, depending on the system. They are saying that this is what determines our speed of growth and our life cycle completion. Longer sun cycles seem to mean longer life cycles.

At the time they did not know that this is what they were doing. In fact, they had little regard for what they were doing on a grand scale. They were somewhat selfishly thinking of their own survival, not about us and the future of the race they altered into existence. They didn't understand, nor see the bigger picture at that time. All things are always perfectly as they should be.

I just got to thinking that this is mentioned in some of the Cuneform stories, how when the Anunnaki kingship returned to Earth to check on the work being done on the next passing of Nibiru, they noted that the Anunnaki that had been living here for thousands of years had aged considerably, so that the grandfather was younger looking then the grandchild who stayed on Earth. There is more to this, but it has been so long since I have read these stories. WOW, now I want to reread this stuff! You could check into the Lost Book of Enki, as this is the ONE book of Zechariah Sitchins that talks from the perspective of the Anunnaki, rather then the primitive human of the time. Quite illuminating. It is taken from the Cuneiform tablets so it is based on historical writings. THere is even some talk of how some of the animals we "farm" came from Nibiru, such as the Sheep and the Cow. Haven't you ever wondered who was the first person to brave drinking cows milk? I mean, who said to themself "hmmm, I think I'll have a suck on that cow's teat! Seems like the thing to do!" I THINK, that the Nibirians custom designed our dear Cow to provide milk, the various dairy products and meat, and that they designed the sheep to provide organic forms of fibres to make clothing...then they brought these to Earth and showed primitive man how to utilize them. Now I don't feel that they 'created' these animals, however, I do believe that they were genetically modified to be as they now are.

We all must keep in mind that when the Anunnaki first arrived here it was about half a millenia ago. There were much like us, with the exception of having space travel. We are nearing this milestone also. If and when we DO foray into the universe in spaceships that can make it to far away stars...and if we were to find a primitive life form, wouldn't it be possible that we would want to share with them our knowledge of farming, animal husbandry and other such basic technologies? Seems plausable to me.

Anyway, hope that helps to answer some questions!

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Edited to add that I will get back here soon to answer the rest of the questions and respond to mitz and cruiser and others I've missed today. Have to run post one more thing before I have to go, but will be back soon!!


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AnnuMela wrote:

We all must keep in mind that when the Anunnaki first arrived here it was about half a millenia ago. There were much like us, with the exception of having space travel. We are nearing this milestone also. If and when we DO foray into the universe in spaceships that can make it to far away stars...and if we were to find a primitive life form, wouldn't it be possible that we would want to share with them our knowledge of farming, animal husbandry and other such basic technologies? Seems plausable to me.

i would differ with you on this. every time some "more advanced' culture mucked around with a "less advanced" culture here on our plane, the less advanced usually gets destroyed.we should use a policy of non-interference.


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AnnuMela wrote:

We all must keep in mind that when the Anunnaki first arrived here it was about half a millenia ago.

A millenia is 1000 years, correct? So they came here in the 1500s? I thought they came here to alter our DNA several thousand years ago.

Annu, this is all fascinating, but when are you going to talk more on the Time Lords? Me and Mat are really keen on hearing about them.


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nebula wrote:

Dude! You're familiar with the Sabian symbols! The symbol for my ascendant is the carrier pigeon. There is some very intriguing imagery in the Sabian symbols. Do you have Jones's book?

I believe I do. I think that they are most likely the more authoritative titles on the subject, as the subject is largely his. The way they came into existence is very 'tarot' as well. Very interesting. Obviously thought went into it, as the idea would easily express the ascendant. Doing astrology profiles with the Sabian Symbols as guides to describe, lets say..a 'square' in a person's life, as the basis of the 'conflicts' involved, is quite enlightening, to say the least. The anchoring degrees in the given square outline the nature of the issues that surround the given astrological alignment.

As Astrology is a tool to check and understand the innate pattern in the given live vs the pattern of existence and growth in that life..having a tool that describes the given degrees of the zodiac that well, is boon to astrologers.

The fact that the readings taken that the Sabian Symbols were created on, were done at a busy LA intersection, in a car, was a wickedly smart consideration - as it hits the nail right on the head with respects to describing the human life as it rolls about, in the modern age.

The I-Ching, I find is quite relevant as well, as the energies flowing around people always exist, so all tools, including tossing rocks, chicken guts, studying road kill patterns, tea leaves, cloud formations, etc, smelling beer farts..all valid. Whatever works for you. All life in motion. The trick is in the interpreter and the handling of the information....and the understanding of the influence of the observer.

To come back to square one, here, channeling is also very valid and very useful, and a difficult trick to master as the essence of it is out of the superconscious to unconscious mind, and then formed via that channel into the conscious. Learning to channel that, with the least amount of disturbance (formation of desires inadvertently into a channel or shape), is the trick. Separating the mumblings of folks with no depth of that point of understanding, vs those who 'get it' is always a bit of a trick, both for the one who channels and the one who looks to them.

Astrology, being both a tool for self illumination of self patterns of existence, and life in motion, can provide a map of when one is 'hot' easily capable of channeling as the 'time is right', or when it is 'forced', and things go a bit 'off'. It can also provide information on the particular skill set of the given individual. What way their 'vision' and/or 'gifts' tends to go or 'see'.

I mean, Synchronicity? For example? Just today I found out that Brad Pitt, doing the role of Achilles in 'Troy', broke his Achilles tendon... and he's a Sagittarian (Dec 18th), the 'archer', the half man-half god. Ie, Achilles. In the modern world, in values and how he leads his life, how he's viewed..he does represent that aspect.

As for millennial, I think Annu meant million, which is then 1/2 million years, which is the bandied about time frame of first Annukai arrival.

It doesn't make sense to me that anyone other than yourself judges your own decisions.

Prophmaji wrote:

person1 wrote:

Thanks for the info AnnuMela

I am just so over this human stuff and ready to move on.

You too? Good. And when we get there, maybe we can sit down and have few beer. Imported, of course.

I'm just trying to get back. For me, it's a case of 'I wanna go home'. But I apparently agreed to be here..again! dammit. sigh. Riding shotgun is a PITA.

Me too, I just wanna go home although I'm not sure where that is I just know it's not here.

That's a great point and welcome svana25 most of us on this site and other paranormal 'feel' they are not from here. But we are used to strange otherwise we wouldn't be on sites like this, but the others, the sheep, the ones asleep whatever you want to call them wouldn't even know WTH we were talking about. I think about that often. It just makes me wonder more what, why who....it's enough to drive you nuts. It just boggles me why some do and some don't.

I'm just rambling here.


Oh, I've never heard the smelling beer fart scenario pmaji, do tell. What can that signify?


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svana25 wrote:

Prophmaji wrote:

person1 wrote:

Thanks for the info AnnuMela

I am just so over this human stuff and ready to move on.

You too? Good. And when we get there, maybe we can sit down and have few beer. Imported, of course.

I'm just trying to get back. For me, it's a case of 'I wanna go home'. But I apparently agreed to be here..again! dammit. sigh. Riding shotgun is a PITA.

Me too, I just wanna go home although I'm not sure where that is I just know it's not here.

Well maybe it is here and it's just that the wrong people are running the place


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anomynous wrote:

It doesn't make sense to me that anyone other than yourself judges your own decisions.

I personally feel you are correct. And that voice in your head that says that is correct.

In the works of Michael Newton (Journey of Souls' series),which is a huge pile of regressive hypnotism as a record that repeats, he says the 'soul shard' that is the current occupant of the physical form reading these words right now....Newton says that we judge ourselves AFTER the given life (that we chose to live to learn a specific set of lessons for that given life) is over. We sit and replay (visually go through, etc) that life and learn what it was that we did wrong, in detail, and understand, hopefully, how to not repeat that pattern, and to clear ourselves. The idea is to come to this very emotional and animalistic homo sapiens body, integrate with it, and then live out the lessons of that life pattern, in ignorance of our true selves, so the lessons are 'real', and truly stay with us. I think we can all recall times in our lives where we attempted to push away higher knowledge, or clearer understandings. Psychologists would call that simple human behaviour mechanisms, but some feel it is our higher energy being whole that integrates with us, attempting to have us go through that pattern again until we learn it's harsh lesson correctly. Going out with and marrying the same idiotic partner -again-, kinda thing. Astrology says much the same thing (repeating cyclic patterns in physicality and psychological growth-an upward spiral) , but does not speak of the 'alien in body' aspect.

To get around the circle to completion of point, again, Newton speaks in terms of councils of 7-10-12, etc, depending on the level of the life lived and how many are needed to help one digest their life they have just completed. These councils are not in a realm that suffers linear time (dimensionally) as we do, so convening a given 'council of 12' in this specific case, to aid in the given soul's 'work' in this given life (Annu, in this case) is very much not a problem. The councils are made up of souls that are quite learned, more learned than the soul doing the work in the human body, in general and specific, and at this level, I would hazard, are all at that point where the council's likely next steps, in the personal individual sense, are to integrate with the 'god head' or group mind, as they are nearing the point where they themselves, in the individual sense, are clear enough to not bring ugly components to such a gathering of combined (but still capable of separation, but don't want to!) entities or souls.

I am supposedly of that type, a being who has willingly separated from the group mind and come back to do some work. As a well known astrologer who looked at my astrological chart said to me, "You are a complete soul. You descended from the light. Why are you here?" I myself barely understand that,as I'm as ignorant at the next guy when it comes to the finer bits of knowledge. All I know is I feel I handled the Indonesian/etc Tsunami all by myself, I don't recall anyone else being out there. Perhaps it was just a minor personal issue of psychosis as well. One never really knows, in this physical reality we are steeped in.

If you truly know it, you tend to actually disappear and leave the planet, as in true physical dissolution and transcendental ascension. Which is final stage stuff. We've all heard the similar stories of such things, monks, etc, just simply -disappearing. The stories go that true transcendental knowledge can and does completely burn out the neural pathways of the human body, as the energy levels are too strong to cross the barrier into true 3-d physicality, so the soul must be careful in shaping the mind. The genetic work is to strengthen that in attempts to get differing physical bodies on differing planets to allow 4-d and 5-d energies to integrate with 3-d realities. We are supposedly entering that phase now. More and more higher learning and knowledge is getting through, and the changes are coming fast now. Indigo children, as an example.

A current example of how difficult it is to channel higher levels of energy, with respects to the damage or alteration to neural pathways that can and need take place (with respect to 'wiring the brain for sheer POWER", as there is only so much neural pathway,as a given 'brain total' to work with) is this: Autistic Canadian, Daniel Pomerlou.

http://peswiki.com/index.php/Directory:Daniel_Pomerleau_Free_Energy_Coils

Apparently the Draco, who wish to continue ruling this physical arena, and don't do much to integrate (or have no capacity or desire to, possibly happy with their minimal control/access of 'extra' dimensions) with the 5-d area, are in a war with the Pleiadians and Orions (And associates-I am white light reptilian or Sirian/Draco-thus my ability to wander into the dark realm of 'purgatory', or the dream world with some ease-probably why I was recruited for the job) on this issue. Thus the hammering of earth through the sumerian /earlier/etc 'world control' Illuminati angle.

The Orions and the Pleiadians apparently value the short intense lives of homosapiens for teaching souls their lessons, thus increasing the flow of 'god head' traffic...and the Draco want them all dead..and their slaves in place.

So they are fighting over cows. Us. The physical us.

And..apparently, they've done this many times. we've recycled the human universe, in various guises..likely 8-12 times now, maybe more. This is just the current cycle. Kinda like the western world fighting over the middle east, but hopefully with more correct desires and aims on any given side. But I doubt it. One side seems to be quite nefarious.

There's the scorecard I think and understand exists. Each group is attempting to shed the yoke of the other, and this has been ongoing for untold years and cycles. This also leads to the idea that physicality can contain multi-dimensional intelligence, and thus the real 'gods' over us little tiny souls..being the Sun, and stars, those individual 'god heads'. The most recent findings in geophysical terms being that the cores of most planets and stars being so compressed and intense, it's like liquid pressurized metallicized crystal. This can be seen in the idea of the 'crystal skulls' being found in central Americas, as Atlantean or the like artifacts, having an intelligent soul as their occupants. For example, when one consumes 'Salvia Divinorum', "The Diviners Sage", ..the Central American shaman's drug, one is blasted out of their body and can get stuck inside of objects.

I need to apologize to you all for my delinquency here with this thread. I guess it is a couple things. Firstly, I feel a bit uncomfortable with the channeling stuff. I just don't feel like this is what I am doing. I feel like the label "channeling" isn't quite right. I prefer to have talks with entities not "channel" so it's really just a label thing that I am uncomfortable with. I think. I'm working through this! I feel without a doubt that I AM talking to Council, Jakarta and Jesuit, but at times I feel like something else sneaks in and I might be getting played a little...not sure, but I feel like there could be errors in this "channeling" which has me feeling a bit icky. I really do not want to be one of the disinformationists and feel that I should take a few steps back of the channeling and perhaps do something more comfortable to me. That being said, I DO have many talks with Council that I don't publicly share, where I get loads of info that seems very right to me. So what I think I will do from now on is share information from them, along with my own studies and understandings, rather then posting long channelings. I think this will be more comfortable to me.

The second reason I am a little delinquent with this is that I sometimes wish to come here and post on other threads and just enjoy the site without doing channeling or telepathy, but I don't want people to take this as a snub or me being rude not answering posts. SO, rather then come here and come across as rude when I am not in the frame of mind to channel or telepathically communicate I stay away and sometimes I even lurk! Silly really. Guess I just want to be honest with you all and let you know that I am not always "on" and at times I simply cannot connect due to whatever circumstances. A lot of the time it is that I am just not emotionally or mentally in a place where I SHOULD be communicating. Also, there's been some issues with the site loading an old database when I come here...which I know THoTH is working hard to keep this site active and working so no worries there. And finally, I am busy working several jobs at once...building my own dream-site, working a part time day job, being a mom...etc, etc, so life is just really busy too!

Having said ALL that, I still think that most of this channeling is valid....and channelings in general. I think one always needs to check the info with their internal truth bell before taking any stock in it whatsoever.

With respect to this channeling..... I think that the orbit time of 6000 years of Nibiru is just wrong. I think it is more like 12 or 13,000 years, but I really don't know. Orbits can be altered by other planets and systems too and I have an awareness that Nibiru is not exactly a planetary body anymore, rather, a converted planet that is now more like a ship where the beings live inside...but that is also unknown. I guess I have also come to the realization that all of this stuff is inherently unprovable, that time will tell and we can only really postulate the details...which is fun and is in itself a learning experience.

Yes, I DID mean millions of years when I said "millenia" duh, sorry about that, I am always so rushed when I come here that I type a bit too fast at times. The Anunnaki or Nibiruans came here about 500,000 years ago or about half a million years ago. Give or take a few hundred thousand years.

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We all must keep in mind that when the Anunnaki first arrived here it was about half a millenia ago. There were much like us, with the exception of having space travel. We are nearing this milestone also. If and when we DO foray into the universe in spaceships that can make it to far away stars...and if we were to find a primitive life form, wouldn't it be possible that we would want to share with them our knowledge of farming, animal husbandry and other such basic technologies? Seems plausable to me.

minifang wrote:

i would differ with you on this. every time some "more advanced' culture mucked around with a "less advanced" culture here on our plane, the less advanced usually gets destroyed.we should use a policy of non-interference.

Oh, I don't dispute that! I think that most "aware" beings on this planet would just NOT do the tinkering...but our current government I think would. I think if we were to all of a sudden find a backwater civilization our government entities would like nothing better of an ego stroke to give all sorts of technology to them and the like.

Also, I don't think there was any destroying of less advanced cultures? Humanity is here and prolific. What do you mean by that?

Anyhow, I completely agree, we SHOULD adopt a policy of non-interference...but we can hardly do this on our own planet with the animal kingdom. We constantly interfere with nature as we think we know what's best....yet here we are disrespecting ourselves and not doing what's best for our own species! Ah well...things are becoming clearer and masses of humanity are awakening at a very rapid rate. SO perhaps our government will soon become enlightened and begin to make the right descisions as the people (governments bosses) stand up for their rights to free will and see through the illusion? Stranger things have happened.

Prophmaji - there is so much in your post that is intriguing. So much that resonates, but lots that doesn't. I don't know where to start and....low and behold I've run out of time for the moment. I may be able to get back later and I am really going to try to get here more often then every few weeks!

I guess I think that you are mostly correct about what you're saying. I think I struggle with it a little in my current state as it seems quite dogmatic...but that's just a quick judgement and without going into detail it's not fair to say. SO, know that I will come back to this ok?

Thanks all. I sure appreciate being able to share so openly with you all here.


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I, for one, believe that you defiantly should approach this in a manner in which you feel most comfortable, AnnuMela. I appreciate your efforts whether through channeling or explaining what you have learned.

Thank you for the time that you do spare with us.

Respectfully,

Poppy

Annu This ones for u

Hey Annu

I'd like to support what Poppy says: you have to find your own groove with this.

I agree the word "channelling" is a bit problematic. I also kick against it because I don't believe that thing that I do is best described by that word. In the beginning I was uncomfortable and felt "wrong" because I couldn't get into a deep trance to channel. Then I realised that was not my way. I do it while conscious and present. I found my groove typing as I receive and that works for me. And I know I influenced you in that direction but we are different people you and I and if we are doing the same thing the same way getting the same info then... quite frankly... one of us is redundant. So I believe this moment of discomfort you are experiencing presages a wonderful new stage for you. I believe you will come out the other side with your own whole new method of connecting, "hearing" and sharing in a way that is congruent with your heart and soul.

Then: as to "the Truth" and how we find it... There is no such thing as THE TRUTH. Everything is created and therefore mutable. Even hard science recognises this now: no such thing (really) as solid matter, time does not exist, etc., etc. We each of us create our experiences and then, when we experience what we have created we call it The Truth. See the cyclical nature of this? It means the truth for each of us is what we each say it is. Each of us MUST have a slightly different view. Differences are to be celebrated. So if you channel and what you "get" doesn't conform to what someone else is saying then that's okay. If your heart tells you it's good then it is. If your heart tells you it isn't then it's time to refine your process. If someone else tells you you're wrong or disagrees with you then stuff them. Only you can know for sure what is true for you.

Trust your heart, angel, it's a pure one and never lies.

Just maybe this is not the time for you to be focusing on message content. Maybe right now you should be focussing on message vehicle. Just a thought. :-)


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Seems you are traveling a road that many of us have traveled before you, AnnuMela. When all is said and done, you have to do what feels right to you. You have to answer to that still, quiet voice deep inside you. I remember conversations with you in chat a long time ago. IMO, where you are now is so much better than where you were then. But like all of us who have traveled this road, you have to learn awakening does not mean enlightenment. It means awakening.

Be happy, enjoy life, and do what feels right to you.

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dolphin wrote:

Be happy, enjoy life, and do what feels right to you.

Couldn`t have said it better myself!
AnnuMela, whatever you feel comfortable with.


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