Sorry, the other one was getting a bit large so here's part II to continue.

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@ NatureFae

Excellent - go for it! And if the first experience doesn't bring you what you want don't lose hope. I went through two regression therapists before I found someone that really worked for me. My most recent therapist really understands what she is doing. She gets that regression therapy is not about being a tourist in your past. It's actually about going back to heal and integrate and release past-life issues. I can't tell you how much growth this has caused in me in a very short period of time. Put your intent and requirements to the IS and the right response will come.

@ Prophmaji

I look forward to some very interesting discussions with you!

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I have been discussing my thoughts of regression/timeline therapy with someone on another forum. I think I mentioned here how I feel sometimes; parts of me, are almost...disconnected? Separated from physical? I am aware of this--its not all the time, and at various lenghts--I don't really have control of it. Anyway, she made this comment:

...get the sense that you may not be properly in your physical body, not at all times, but for long periods of time, parts of yourself, not all aspects of yourself....venture out of your timeline...


This pretty much sums up how I feel. I always found this strange because as a person, I am very confident in who I am, I am not easily swayed by other peoples opinions/actions, I have self-love and come from a supportive environment. Never done drugs, never been abused. I love my work, get to travel occasionally and generally have a fulfilling life. I have an attunement to animals and nature and a strong instinct for decisions in my life...I would have thought that I would be *very* grounded--very attached to my physical body. I don't really have a reason not to be. I think this is what has led me to explore elsewhere and aided my need of development/higher knowledge. Before doing the regression/timeline therapy I am going to start working on grounding exercises, not only for aspects of myself but also to this earth, in this time.

Does anyone have any insight on this separation of the physical? This is really ringing true for me. What would make me, aspects of me, venture out of my timeline or of earth? Right now, its not a conscious decision, I know when its happening (I can tell when I'm awake, not when I'm asleep) but I do not recall where/why I am going. Is there a specific timeline I am drawn to? Why? Part of a mission or connection to a person/place?

Sorry for the long post, this is just an important piece of the puzzle given to me. Thanks for the insight!


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Thanks for this Kira! Those 18 pages were getting a bit clumsy to deal with. But in case anyone is interested in doing the reading it starts here: http://www.book-of-thoth.com/ftopict-12172.html

NatureFae, I can't really offer you much insight into your issue but I would like to suggest to you that this might not be a "bad" thing per-se. I experience this a lot in some of my meditations where I am "here" and then a bit later I realise I'm "back" and I don't recall "going" or being away. It's a bit disconcerting but at least it only happens when I meditate! Anyway, I asked my higher-self what was going down and I was told there are certain places my consciousness must travel to which are on a different vibrational level. when I go there the stuff I engage with is not available to me to "bring back" in the way of normal knowledge or memories. It seems it will not translate. I don't claim to understand this but if this is right then I am simply venturing out to do "work" and the consequence is these slight "lapses'. I was also told that I did this A LOT as a child. And then I remembered that people were always accusing me of being a day-dreamer and I didn't quite get why. It seems I used to disappear a lot then too. I did that because I wasn't grounded but now I am doing it as a vehicle for growth, experience, learning and service to others.

I don't know if any of this is of any use to you. I simply suggest that this is not NECESSARILY an ailment that you need to fix. It MIGHT very well be in your own best soul-interest that you allow this to continue. You decide.


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Thanks Rag,

I agree with you, I don't see this as a weakness, I was more curious on why I had this need so often. It happens a couple times a day (at least) sometimes for a minute, sometimes for an hour. I am still able to do some things, but you're right, I 'zone out'. I am conscious of this, I know parts of me are 'away' and I know when I am 'back'. Because it happens so frequently I wondered what was pulling me towards another time so often. If I could remember anything about it I might not be so curious, but since I spend so much time *there* I thought it might be nice to know what I've been doing with myself

Thanks for the insight, its nice to know I'm not the only one!


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You know, this has got me thinking about my own "brain fog" and my tendency to be someplace else mentally a lot of the time. Often I will be thinking my thoughts, but not exactly "lost" in them, and someone nearby will say something to me that jolts me back to the here and now. I feel the jolt almost like a physical sensation, kind of like coming to a sudden stop in a rapidly moving vehicle. And my thoughts get denser and thicker as well, like my mental energy has to downshift to be back in the here and now. It's hard to explain. But it always surprises me the strong physical jolt I get when something snaps me back into the 3-D world.


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There's sugar, there is salt,
there's ice and there is fire in every single heart.
There are monsters, there are angels.

I also experience this, Neb, but never gave it a thought as I assumed it was normal.

I also do the same thing. Also I have often experienced a strange thing while driving. Driving from point A to point B and when reaching point B, not remembering any details at all about the trip. Somewhat scary, but I assume I was totally cognizant during the time involved. It's just that I am totally blank about the details. No missing time or such involved.

This happened when I was driving the same route daily. I'm sure there is a very clear psychological explanation for this, probably having to do with a routine that has become so common place that responses become involuntary and thus memory of said responses are lost.


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After reading the first article, so much more about myself started to make sense. I fit most, if not all of the descriptions, and I'd like to thank for the original post because, like I said, it opened up a lot of things to me. Have you ever met someone randomly, or just met eye contact, and suddenly felt like you were connected? I feel this is exactly why. I think we can all tell when we meet another like us. Its just that... feeling. Its amazing. Never really having a sense of belonging, this sort of... gives me something to believe in. Wooo! Go us!


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Its nice to hear that other people experience similar things. I also lose time when I drive, sometimes hours (which IS scary). But I'm not totally gone, just part of me disconnects, which is why its difficult to explain.


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Poppy wrote:

I also experience this, Neb, but never gave it a thought as I assumed it was normal.

It doesn't happen when I'm just daydreaming, though. An ordinary daydream does not cause a physical shock when I snap out of it. But this other phenomenon does.

Oddly, I feel no shock when I start to space out and leave 3-D, but there is a distinct shock when I re-enter. Perhaps it has something to do with differing densities?


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there's a peacefulness and a rage inside us all.
There's sugar, there is salt,
there's ice and there is fire in every single heart.
There are monsters, there are angels.

I read the first thread and it was quite interesting...all 15 fit perfectly...well the physical not so much as I was pure blonde as a child im now strawberry blonde (unfortunately!) Along with a sense of feeling as if there is more to everything, since I can remember which recently has been a lot more noticeable, hence my finding this website!

Very interesting read! I have been here a day but im loving your posts Zingdad.

Cool, thanks for the kind words, Sacred Fury. Welcome to BoT.
Good to meet another starseed.
I look forward to further conversations with you.

I too started out with pure blonde hair - literally white blonde - and had it darken a shade or two as I got older. At this point I am less concerned with the colour of my hair than with how much I have left



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Ah. new/old name. Thought we'd lost you, there. Also, I made a fairly elaborate comment in Annu's thread, that seems to have stopped it cold, which was not my intent. You might wanna take a gander at the thing.(thread, that is,as it has developed) I was attempting clarification and agreeance, not shutting it down. Oh we'll she'll come back when she's darned ready, which I'm sure is the case. (As she stated)

Hey there Bubba & Naturefae the phenomenon that you are describing here :

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I also do the same thing. Also I have often experienced a strange thing while driving. Driving from point A to point B and when reaching point B, not remembering any details at all about the trip. Somewhat scary, but I assume I was totally cognizant during the time involved. It's just that I am totally blank about the details. No missing time or such involved.

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I also lose time when I drive, sometimes hours (which IS scary). But I'm not totally gone, just part of me disconnects, which is why its difficult to explain.

is caused by you going into a state of Hypnosis...most people do not realise that we all go in and out of varying states of hypnosis throughout our day...when waking and going to sleep...when reading or being hyper focused on a task...daydreaming... or one of the most dangerous times...when watching TV! Really fascinating stuff actually


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Hello I'm also new here. I read through the forum a bit and I scored 15 out of 13 on the original quiz. I like heat way too much to love cold, and my eyes are multi-coloured.. blue, green, brown and grey, and they change colours quite often.

I know I am a starseed, or at least not a soul from this planet. I've known since I was a child. Not exactly sure where I originally come from, I wish I did know and I wish I could go back for a bit and take a vacation
I'm not even too sure when I "woke up" as some people have been posting, because I've felt awake my whole life, and never fell into the condition of the belief systems which I was taught to follow.

I've been having some pretty neat experiences lately and was wondering if anyone else was experiencing these. For one, the past 2 years every so often I have been receiving high frequency pitches in my ears followed by a very comfortable feeling which is hard to explain... and no I don't have Tinnitus. Sometimes they even knock me out cold in a meditative state (thankfully never in public). I have a feeling I can control this somehow.

Also I have been seeing very bright specs of light. I wouldn't call them orbs because these too I have seen my whole life, but they adopt the same behaviors. I'm not too sure how to describe them but there is more to them that I am yet to figure out. I also see shadows moving quite often.

Another thing I experienced a couple of days ago which I thought was weird and neat was almost like everything I saw was malfunctioning. Picture yourself in the Matrix Movie, and a program glitch happens. Or when you are watching tv and there is storm outside and the picture glitches a bit, it was almost exactly like that. During this I felt like I could walk through walls, because they weren't really there, and everything was just an illusion.

Call me crazy.... I feel crazy most of the time. But I have no mental health problems whatsoever, and I am not on any drugs I can promise you that. I'm just really hoping someone has either experienced this or done enough searching that they can give me some answers. I have a feeling I know all the answer but I can't access them, and I don't know why... any help would be appreciated.

Thank you.

Love and Light.

Welcome ChildOfLight

I'm also starseed (Pleiadian)

I've always felt that I was a bit different too. Trust your inner sences it will help you figure out who/what you are. Its funny that you mention about ears ringing. I hear it too constantly all the time. I dont exactly pass out, but I found out I can sort of meditate on it. When I concentrate on it I often hear relaxing beautiful chiming or bell type noises/tones.

I can tell you there have been many days, even before I knew what I was, some days everything would feel like a dream. I was perfectly awake but it felt like I was in a foggy haze. Now more and more often things dont seem real, and there always seemed something unnatural or not quite right about being here. Its like I know I belong somewhere else and that makes this reality less real. I think alot of that might have to do with me mostly being incarnated into more astral/spiritual type realities in the past, I have a feeling its quite a common thing to feel.

I hope I helped atleast partly gave you something to think about, but in the end you are the only one with the answers.


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You know what...its really strange but not to long ago i was reading a thread on here that was mentioning the ear ringing thin...I cant for the life of me find it....but ever since I read it i have been super aware of the ringing that i get...has been happening to me every day lately....it doesnt last long...but i have been trying to be conscious of what thoughts i am having at the time to see if there is a pattern...does anyone know more?


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faeriedragon wrote:

You know what...its really strange but not to long ago i was reading a thread on here that was mentioning the ear ringing thin...I cant for the life of me find it..

Was it a post by Silversurfer in this thread FD ?...Page 3..about half way down..

http://www.book-of-thoth.com/ftopic-15432-40-days0-orderasc-.html...


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Hello Animal_Gurl, faeriedragon and Momma!

I followed the thread Momma posted, then followed a link from there with the audio of the muted ringing and that is pretty much exactly what I hear! I'll repost that link here...

http://www.in2worlds.net/eartonesringings

It doesn't always knock me into a meditative state, usually when this happens I get the ringing in both ears, then I get very relaxed and the ringing resonates up through my crown chakra. I also get it sometimes in one ear and sometimes in the other, not too sure on the meaning behind that. I have found that when I "don't want to listen" when it starts I can easily tune out and make it stop, but then I usually feel like I'm missing out on something so I rarely do this unless I get interrupted by someone while it's happening.

I'm glad other people are experiencing similar things as me

Thank you Momma , thats the thread

Yep thats the ringing sound....wonder what it means
Wonder if it has anything to do with the mind/social control technology I posted about in another thread?


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Absence of evidence is not evidence of absence