The Book Of THoTH

Sorry, the other one was getting a bit large so here's part II to continue.



edited to put the last post from original on

I have been discussing my thoughts of regression/timeline therapy with someone on another forum. I think I mentioned here how I feel sometimes; parts of me, are almost...disconnected? Separated from physical? I am aware of this--its not all the time, and at various lenghts--I don't really have control of it. Anyway, she made this comment:

...get the sense that you may not be properly in your physical body, not at all times, but for long periods of time, parts of yourself, not all aspects of yourself....venture out of your timeline...


This pretty much sums up how I feel. I always found this strange because as a person, I am very confident in who I am, I am not easily swayed by other peoples opinions/actions, I have self-love and come from a supportive environment. Never done drugs, never been abused. I love my work, get to travel occasionally and generally have a fulfilling life. I have an attunement to animals and nature and a strong instinct for decisions in my life...I would have thought that I would be *very* grounded--very attached to my physical body. I don't really have a reason not to be. I think this is what has led me to explore elsewhere and aided my need of development/higher knowledge. Before doing the regression/timeline therapy I am going to start working on grounding exercises, not only for aspects of myself but also to this earth, in this time.

Does anyone have any insight on this separation of the physical? This is really ringing true for me. What would make me, aspects of me, venture out of my timeline or of earth? Right now, its not a conscious decision, I know when its happening (I can tell when I'm awake, not when I'm asleep) but I do not recall where/why I am going. Is there a specific timeline I am drawn to? Why? Part of a mission or connection to a person/place?

Sorry for the long post, this is just an important piece of the puzzle given to me. Thanks for the insight!

Thanks for this Kira! Those 18 pages were getting a bit clumsy to deal with. But in case anyone is interested in doing the reading it starts here: http://www.book-of-thoth.com/ftopict-12172.html

NatureFae, I can't really offer you much insight into your issue but I would like to suggest to you that this might not be a "bad" thing per-se. I experience this a lot in some of my meditations where I am "here" and then a bit later I realise I'm "back" and I don't recall "going" or being away. It's a bit disconcerting but at least it only happens when I meditate! Anyway, I asked my higher-self what was going down and I was told there are certain places my consciousness must travel to which are on a different vibrational level. when I go there the stuff I engage with is not available to me to "bring back" in the way of normal knowledge or memories. It seems it will not translate. I don't claim to understand this but if this is right then I am simply venturing out to do "work" and the consequence is these slight "lapses'. I was also told that I did this A LOT as a child. And then I remembered that people were always accusing me of being a day-dreamer and I didn't quite get why. It seems I used to disappear a lot then too. I did that because I wasn't grounded but now I am doing it as a vehicle for growth, experience, learning and service to others.

I don't know if any of this is of any use to you. I simply suggest that this is not NECESSARILY an ailment that you need to fix. It MIGHT very well be in your own best soul-interest that you allow this to continue. You decide.

Thanks Rag,

I agree with you, I don't see this as a weakness, I was more curious on why I had this need so often. It happens a couple times a day (at least) sometimes for a minute, sometimes for an hour. I am still able to do some things, but you're right, I 'zone out'. I am conscious of this, I know parts of me are 'away' and I know when I am 'back'. Because it happens so frequently I wondered what was pulling me towards another time so often. If I could remember anything about it I might not be so curious, but since I spend so much time *there* I thought it might be nice to know what I've been doing with myself

Thanks for the insight, its nice to know I'm not the only one!

You know, this has got me thinking about my own "brain fog" and my tendency to be someplace else mentally a lot of the time. Often I will be thinking my thoughts, but not exactly "lost" in them, and someone nearby will say something to me that jolts me back to the here and now. I feel the jolt almost like a physical sensation, kind of like coming to a sudden stop in a rapidly moving vehicle. And my thoughts get denser and thicker as well, like my mental energy has to downshift to be back in the here and now. It's hard to explain. But it always surprises me the strong physical jolt I get when something snaps me back into the 3-D world.

I also experience this, Neb, but never gave it a thought as I assumed it was normal.

I also do the same thing. Also I have often experienced a strange thing while driving. Driving from point A to point B and when reaching point B, not remembering any details at all about the trip. Somewhat scary, but I assume I was totally cognizant during the time involved. It's just that I am totally blank about the details. No missing time or such involved.

This happened when I was driving the same route daily. I'm sure there is a very clear psychological explanation for this, probably having to do with a routine that has become so common place that responses become involuntary and thus memory of said responses are lost.

After reading the first article, so much more about myself started to make sense. I fit most, if not all of the descriptions, and I'd like to thank for the original post because, like I said, it opened up a lot of things to me. Have you ever met someone randomly, or just met eye contact, and suddenly felt like you were connected? I feel this is exactly why. I think we can all tell when we meet another like us. Its just that... feeling. Its amazing. Never really having a sense of belonging, this sort of... gives me something to believe in. Wooo! Go us!

Its nice to hear that other people experience similar things. I also lose time when I drive, sometimes hours (which IS scary). But I'm not totally gone, just part of me disconnects, which is why its difficult to explain.

It doesn't happen when I'm just daydreaming, though. An ordinary daydream does not cause a physical shock when I snap out of it. But this other phenomenon does.

Oddly, I feel no shock when I start to space out and leave 3-D, but there is a distinct shock when I re-enter. Perhaps it has something to do with differing densities?

I read the first thread and it was quite interesting...all 15 fit perfectly...well the physical not so much as I was pure blonde as a child im now strawberry blonde (unfortunately!) Along with a sense of feeling as if there is more to everything, since I can remember which recently has been a lot more noticeable, hence my finding this website!

Very interesting read! I have been here a day but im loving your posts Zingdad.

Cool, thanks for the kind words, Sacred Fury. Welcome to BoT.
Good to meet another starseed.
I look forward to further conversations with you.

I too started out with pure blonde hair - literally white blonde - and had it darken a shade or two as I got older. At this point I am less concerned with the colour of my hair than with how much I have left

Ah. new/old name. Thought we'd lost you, there. Also, I made a fairly elaborate comment in Annu's thread, that seems to have stopped it cold, which was not my intent. You might wanna take a gander at the thing.(thread, that is,as it has developed) I was attempting clarification and agreeance, not shutting it down. Oh we'll she'll come back when she's darned ready, which I'm sure is the case. (As she stated)

Hey there Bubba & Naturefae the phenomenon that you are describing here :




is caused by you going into a state of Hypnosis...most people do not realise that we all go in and out of varying states of hypnosis throughout our day...when waking and going to sleep...when reading or being hyper focused on a task...daydreaming... or one of the most dangerous times...when watching TV! Really fascinating stuff actually

Hello I'm also new here. I read through the forum a bit and I scored 15 out of 13 on the original quiz. I like heat way too much to love cold, and my eyes are multi-coloured.. blue, green, brown and grey, and they change colours quite often.

I know I am a starseed, or at least not a soul from this planet. I've known since I was a child. Not exactly sure where I originally come from, I wish I did know and I wish I could go back for a bit and take a vacation
I'm not even too sure when I "woke up" as some people have been posting, because I've felt awake my whole life, and never fell into the condition of the belief systems which I was taught to follow.

I've been having some pretty neat experiences lately and was wondering if anyone else was experiencing these. For one, the past 2 years every so often I have been receiving high frequency pitches in my ears followed by a very comfortable feeling which is hard to explain... and no I don't have Tinnitus. Sometimes they even knock me out cold in a meditative state (thankfully never in public). I have a feeling I can control this somehow.

Also I have been seeing very bright specs of light. I wouldn't call them orbs because these too I have seen my whole life, but they adopt the same behaviors. I'm not too sure how to describe them but there is more to them that I am yet to figure out. I also see shadows moving quite often.

Another thing I experienced a couple of days ago which I thought was weird and neat was almost like everything I saw was malfunctioning. Picture yourself in the Matrix Movie, and a program glitch happens. Or when you are watching tv and there is storm outside and the picture glitches a bit, it was almost exactly like that. During this I felt like I could walk through walls, because they weren't really there, and everything was just an illusion.

Call me crazy.... I feel crazy most of the time. But I have no mental health problems whatsoever, and I am not on any drugs I can promise you that. I'm just really hoping someone has either experienced this or done enough searching that they can give me some answers. I have a feeling I know all the answer but I can't access them, and I don't know why... any help would be appreciated.

Thank you.

Love and Light.

Welcome ChildOfLight

I'm also starseed (Pleiadian)

I've always felt that I was a bit different too. Trust your inner sences it will help you figure out who/what you are. Its funny that you mention about ears ringing. I hear it too constantly all the time. I dont exactly pass out, but I found out I can sort of meditate on it. When I concentrate on it I often hear relaxing beautiful chiming or bell type noises/tones.

I can tell you there have been many days, even before I knew what I was, some days everything would feel like a dream. I was perfectly awake but it felt like I was in a foggy haze. Now more and more often things dont seem real, and there always seemed something unnatural or not quite right about being here. Its like I know I belong somewhere else and that makes this reality less real. I think alot of that might have to do with me mostly being incarnated into more astral/spiritual type realities in the past, I have a feeling its quite a common thing to feel.

I hope I helped atleast partly gave you something to think about, but in the end you are the only one with the answers.

You know what...its really strange but not to long ago i was reading a thread on here that was mentioning the ear ringing thin...I cant for the life of me find it....but ever since I read it i have been super aware of the ringing that i get...has been happening to me every day lately....it doesnt last long...but i have been trying to be conscious of what thoughts i am having at the time to see if there is a pattern...does anyone know more?

Was it a post by Silversurfer in this thread FD ?...Page 3..about half way down..

http://www.book-of-thoth.com/ftopic-154 ... sc-.html...

Hello Animal_Gurl, faeriedragon and Momma!

I followed the thread Momma posted, then followed a link from there with the audio of the muted ringing and that is pretty much exactly what I hear! I'll repost that link here...

http://www.in2worlds.net/eartonesringings

It doesn't always knock me into a meditative state, usually when this happens I get the ringing in both ears, then I get very relaxed and the ringing resonates up through my crown chakra. I also get it sometimes in one ear and sometimes in the other, not too sure on the meaning behind that. I have found that when I "don't want to listen" when it starts I can easily tune out and make it stop, but then I usually feel like I'm missing out on something so I rarely do this unless I get interrupted by someone while it's happening.

I'm glad other people are experiencing similar things as me

Thank you Momma , thats the thread

Yep thats the ringing sound....wonder what it means
Wonder if it has anything to do with the mind/social control technology I posted about in another thread?

I took the quiz and scored 14. I started life with light brown hair, but became a red brown as I got older. I am slightly older than 1968, but I do have a Sirian companion that has been with me since I was 12, first as my dog, then as my son. The night my dog passed, he visited me as his true self, a young boy with fair, curly hair in a white robe. He told me that he was to go to the Sirius for a short time to be judged for his time on Earth and if found worthy, he would return as my son. I had never experienced something like this before and when I came out of this state, I was very, very nauseous. My son was born a year and half later. My ears ring too. So much, that I don't know what it is like for them not to ring. Since this event, I have discovered that this is my special ability. I can tell not only when star seeds leave my family, but also when they come into my family as well, (I don't get sick anymore either).

With respect to the ringing in the ears. I have some info that came to me recently in a channelling. I posted the full channelling here: http://book-of-thoth.com/ftopic-15932-2 ... rasc-.html it's on the second page. I'll excerpt the relevant bit here though:

When Animal_Gurl asked about ringing in the ears and what it might signify, Adamu told me to tell her

After that I gained some additional info. This ringing in the ears is very often actually an indication of a type of "spiritual implant". Now, implants have had some very bad press as a result of abductions and what-not. But think about it, if you were going to incarnate here, on earth, beyond the veil and you wanted to organise for yourself some method of assisting yourself to "wake up" and get the right info when the time is right then how would you arrange that? There are a number of ways, one of which is for you (your higher self) to fashion an energetic device that you can carry in your body and use to subtly open a communication channel between you that are incarnated here and your spiritual hierarchy. Now I know this sounds very loopy. It sounds loopy to me too. but the understanding I have is simply this: when you get the ringing it is an invitation for you to engage and receive some info. you have free will. you can turn down the invitation by deciding to ignore it. Or you can choose to receive. This would probably involve you sitting quietly, being as relaxed as possible, relaxing your mind (go for a state where you just "experience" without judgement. Note how you feel but try not to busy your mind with thoughts at all). Then you may begin to feel something, to hear something or to see something all inside your own mind. Be calm. Relax. Receive. Then, when it is all done, if you like you can ask questions or in other ways engage. This might take some practice. If you are not a regular mediator you might struggle to get in the right frame of mind to receive.

Try it and see how it goes. Worst case scenario you take a few minutes to be calm and nothing happens. Best case scenario you achieve so profound insights.

Thanks Zingdad for that information,

Just thought I might add something to the subject of the ringing.

I'm going through my... third or fourth phase of ringing ears, and noticing a definite pattern. When I go near extremely spiritual places or when I sit down to let the message flow through, I pay close attention to the ringing. In these situations the ringing will often actually change subtly, from one tone to a melody-and usually a very pretty melody. When I start hearing a melody instead of a single tone, I know somethings going on- in this case i'm assuming an upload of information but that is only a guess.

Also for those who are relatively new to sensing things from "the other side/ozone/ether/etc, etc", it seems to be a prime opportunity to engage and practice new skills through meditation etc. There seem to be several gates open to you during those times where the ringing occurs and taking advantage of it seems to help speed up the process a little- allowing for deeper states of connection and all. I always find that during the time that my ears are ringing, my meditations are nearly always more intense than usual, and provide a lot more information and opportunity with a little less exertion and concentration required.

It is funny that the subject has come up again now, just as my ears start again. I'm seeing it more as a larger phenomenon that affects groupings of people at the same time, some kind of signal not only for us but those that are said to be assisting us? Some form of GPS system? Very interested to hear more thoughts on the subject.

Born in 1987 (+1) = 1

For the second part, I have a story. Around 6 years of age, I remember running around my living room, then dropping to my knees suddenly and staring at my reflection in the TV screen in front of me... wondering "Who am I, why am I here... purpose, is what?" I do believe that has a lot to do with my past and the fact that I am not meant for the physical world (as described in my intro post)
So sure, why not? (+1) = 2

Picked on all the time at school (+1) = 3

That's right, my parents religion is NOT mine... also I have semi-decent remote viewing (+1) = 4

TRUE THAT! I keep forgetting EVERYBODY'S birthday! And times where I should be at places... (+1) = 5

Heck yes! Give me any video game with no instructions, I'll be playing pro in minutes! (+1) = 6

Well, it depends... a physical war, like Iraq? No I wouldn't fight. An astral war? Yes I would fight, depending... (+0.5) = 6.5

Hmm... Not really, though I know I've had past lives as a female body manifestation before... uhhh (+0) = 6.5

Well, I don't like whales nor dolphins... but animals and nature is pretty damn cool (+0.5) = 7

Indeed, I say the world switches to a no-money, "Help me I'll help you" type system... you grow my food, I'll build you a house. (+1) = 8

Rofl, yes (+1) = 9

Hmmm... I suppose, yeah... I like creativity. (+1) = 10

All is one... indeed, I can agree to that. (+1) = 11

Hmm, long dark brown hair. ... Eh, here you go.


I dunno, should I say yes to this? For now (+0) = 11

Light is meh, I could go without it though (+1) = 12

UGH YES (+1) = 13

Total 13/15... Though I am not 100% certain I am a "starseed", nor do I fully understand what it is, I am definitely not made for the earth.

I've read some of the threads, & here's a thought...

The universe we perceive in these bodies is, for a large part, not "real"; not that we don't share the same reality, but that, for the most part, what we perceive is mostly due to ramdom quantum fluctuations that "balance out" into a solid-looking object, which in truth is comprised mostly of force fields & empty space.

In other words, this "reality" is a commonly shared delusion- a lie.

I was wondering, have any of you grown up in families that share a common gift or gifts, such as precognition or touching someone & knowing they're near death?

I've done it since I was little. At first, I was made fun of, but when they found out that I was being serious, they thought I was a monster or a demon or something.

My school years were hell as a result.

I used to play with it. Once I had a job at a machine shop & was helping my foreman unload a 300 lb bundle of pipe. He had a funny half-smile on his face as he told me how to properly lift it without hurting myself. First, bend your knees & let your legs lift it to stomach level. Second, place the bundle on your right shoulder. Third, turn, lift the bundle over your head & carry it out.

I completed the first step & his mouth was wide open.

"this F@$%^ing thing is heavy!" I yelled at him. "Stop gawking and lift!"

He lifted, we completed the turning motion-- and the vice-president of the company was standing there laughing.

"That's my girl!" he snickered as we walked out with it.

It was always fun testing my physical limits, but I can no longer do so without serious damage. I'm on SSD & can work no longer.

So...anyone else have familial gifts?

Love & Light,

Lakewolf

Born in '78.
I do feel like I'm from Out there. Where exactly i couldn't point, but I have an affinity for the moon and love to stargaze at night when the sky is clear and the breeze is fresh. I can lose myself for hours just taking in the beauty of the night sky.

Outsider to the bone. even as the oldest of 4, i've never felt like i belonged among them, or even that i belonged to them. while my parents were very nurturing to me for the 8 years that i was an only child, i just never really felt that "we" gelled, particularly that I gelled with them.

I find myself attuned more to the preternatural, it feels more native to me, than any organized religion does. Mind you, I was raised within church, but always questioned what was taught. Not questioned as in attempting to be the class clown or disrupt sunday school, but an inquisitive nature to understand the contradictions and sometimes outright "wrongness" of the bible.
While I cannot consciously divine the future, I have over 5 blood relatives across both parents blood lines who can. I've tapped into it before, during times of stress and great sadness I was able to view and forecast the future, almost always terrible horrible things, but they were foretold to a "T." Almost no detail left out.

Date/time: Well I do try and keep up with schedules, I am sort of a busybody in that I try to schedule everything down to the minute. Even then I run the range of extreme tardiness or super earliness. Has to do with my birth I assume. Born at 11:03 pm CST, I don't know if I should be a Virgo or Libra (since if I'd been born on the East coast I'd be a Libra for sure, so being right at the crossroads of Virgo and Libra, I've never really had a complete grasp. That said, there are some times when my internal clock is right on, if somebody asks me the time and we're without a watch, I can guesstimate the correct time to within 14 minutes. Its not uncommon, but its not an everyday thing neither. But for certain, no matter how hard I try my hand at time management/time efficiency, I am always off, in the most extreme ways. Can't stand it, but no matter my attempts i can't get a lock on that.

Love love love gadgets. The more details about a gadget I can absorb, via users manual or online help page, I'm there. From pc's to the dvr and even cell phones, I have an almost natural instinct to weave my way around techno gadgets, even those i've almost never used or come in contact with before.

Harmonious: I do view my surroundings (whether in the office or at church service to be hostile aggressive places). Not sure if I'm projecting my own feelings onto everybody else, but I can never really feel comfortable in crowds, and sometimes not even in small groups neither. I can't tap into my aggression at ease, but when I get set off I'm running at 150% rage/hate and it comes easier and easier as my temper gets shorter and shorter. While I don't condone violence to women or the children, I tend to get very confrontational with stray animals that go on the offensive toward me. If i'm getting out of my car and a dog is barking at me from the sidewalk, i'm more likely to chase it down and try to strangle it than I am to lazily toss a rock at it and tell it to shove off. If i'm taking out the trash and some stray black cat is eyeballing me, I'll return the stare, filling up each passing second with outrage and violence until the cat finally punks out and turns away. Its my yard, my house, and not a dog or cat alive is going to make me feel unwelcome or like I'm the intruder. Not on my property. I don't like war, don't like to fight, but if push comes to shove I'm a pretty tactical mf'er. So harmonious, while I'm peaceful by nature and wish the world were the same, theres just this anger in me that wouldn't hesistate to murder destroy obliterate anything that crossed my path and intended on harming me and mine.

Yeah the battle of the sexes isn't for me. I don't view women as insignificant or weaker, if anything they get my respect for breaking down barriers all the time. I actually encourage that at work, if a young lady is making strides at her work and showing an initiative to get ahead on her brains alone, i encourage and help them along that path. i mention this, because too many young ladies who come across my office with their skintight clothes and peekaboo dresscode, when they try to get ahead its usually thru sex appeal and flirting, and almost nothing to do with the work itself. They'll be the worst phone sellers, have the worst spelling and grammar and punctuation, and then expect to get promoted for vulgarly displaying their bodies. Sometimes you almost sense they got along in school the same way, that is if they even graduated, which some of these girls haven't. I'm no idiot though, I look at sales record and punctuality among all my sales staff, but I've never thought a girl couldn't be as effective a leader as a boy could. My female supervisors often have been as good at problem solving as anyone, while the guys were only better at crude offensive jokes really.

Do have a connection to animals and nature. With the exception of stupid territorial mutts who think my driveway is theirs and try to bark and run me off when I get home, or those stupid stray cats that lounge around, and dare to give me the "what are you doing here" glare when i come across them in my yard. Those animals could shove off, but yes I love animals. My four favorites in no priority: Wolf, Eagle, Shark, and Lion. My precious hunters/predators.

Money sucks. I like the old bartering system, I'll trade you firewood I chopped for some of those fish you caught, and if you've spare corncobs to share we have some extra rabbits we caught that you can have. Thats more my pace. Series of trades, where practically everything has real world value, not perceived value that a few men decided on.

escapism definitely. A writer, of music, songs, poems, and stories. I crafted a 20 volume novel, with a unique mythology/creation origin, stories set in different eras/periods, and then went and wrote an apocalypse ending for all of it 18 volumes later. The last 2 volumes are of survivors from the first realm breaking past the end of the universe and into a new existence. Then they interact with totally new characters, but friends who've pored thru my books have come away huge fans, demanding that i get them published. That'll never happen.

Creativity: Around my place you'll find boxes and boxes of notebooks full of writings, and thats just middle/high school entries. I've gone thru 2 computers and maybe 15 gb's of writing, not to mention music programs to convert my writing into song. So that's another yes.

Easy belief: yes. With all I've lived thru/seen first hand, i find belief in the supernatural comes as easy to me as breathing.

Physical: Well not exactly blonde and blue eyed. I'm of Aztec stock, so I'm more tanned and with black hair. tall yes. If almond eyes means I sometimes pass for asian (as in samoan or tongan or hawaiian) then yes. but overall, not really

photo sensitivity: Heck yes! I'm always ducking my eyes for shade out in the sun, and inside i dampen the brightness to adjust my eyes back.

Cold climate: I've been called a reptile or cold blooded, because I love to keep cold. I'd sit at teh bus stop all thru winter in a tshirt and shorts, and never felt more comfortable or at ease in my life. Not to say I don't enjoy playing some kickball under the summer sun, but I'd rather live upnorth like canada rather than by the texas/mexico border. Cannot stand the heat, and I actually sleep with my a/c on during the winter from time to time. So thats everything but appearance basically.

Hi i'm new here too.
I fit about 15/16 characteristics listed to the exact words.
Expect i'm Asian, i just have almond eyes and light almond pale skin. 5.2 + 1/2 120 lbs. born 1983.
Ever since i was young i always had a thought that we were never alone in this universe, and that the universe was like an ocean and the earth is just a little pebble in that vast ocean.
Can you tell me if the following has any association adapting to earth?
I'm pretty much allergic to everything. Anything that i eat that's unnatural, or has alot of chemicals, i would start having hives and itch like crazy. (lately i discovered that fruits are being bio-genetically engineer with fish and other animals, which may explain why...) I'm also allergic to all meats except some types of fish. Extremely allergic to seafood and grass. If my skin touches grass/some types of weeds, it would have a huge big hive where i touched. ;o(....That's why i'm a vegetarian now, i feel so much better.
This has been happening since i was able to remember.
i.e> wool, avocados, dust, fake jewelry, coins/keys paper money or anything (metals) that can rust, i love plastic.
I just recently found out i was allergic to all this. Since then, i started eating organic stuff, i didn't have as much reactions.
I dont do any drugs, only benedryl for relief, past year didn't need it!
I daydream alot and lose track of time and don't remember that i had drove past that area, like in a trance while driving.
Looking out at the trees while working, and always late everywhere, well either really early, or extremely LATE!
Always tired and want to sleep all the time, don't have if that has to do with earth's gravitational pull.
I gladly got introduced to OSHO, and started a little meditation, ever since i started to love, really love, loving everything and so so happy more happy than before..Before i was in depression very often, thought of suicide b/c nothing seems right, not fitting, kinda like the feeling of being lost with no one understand how i feel.
When i dream, most of the time i don't know if it's a dream or a reality, and i have alot of dejavu's.
One example:
A couple weeks ago i dreamt that i saw soilders on the streets everywhere, while i was on my way to work, they would stop me and ask where i was going, and later, would not allow us to leave work b/c of some special incident that i can't remember. just a couple days ago i was introduced to martial law begining to get established in the US. Most of my dreams are like that, but i can't remember the whole dream, only glisms, i only remember when it starts happening.

Eversince, i heard about oct 14, i started looking everywhere on the internet for more info, it feels so right, all the stuff stated feels so real, so right. i don't know how to explain it, but i couldn't believe it's happening in a couple days.

Did i mention i have trouble speaking my thoughts too. Don't know if that's an earth thing that's hard to adapt to.
I can feel people's energy around me fairly well, like how they feel, sad, happy or whatever at the moment. I can understand a person by llooking at their features and speaking to them for a couple minutes.

Sorry for the long post, This may sound crazy, but i never felt so fit in, so much understanding from others. Nothing has to be said from my side, and you guys are posting the exact works from my heart/soul. I was just gonna send private msgs to "zig" (but that was not allowed for new members) to save readers' time. Just wanted to share to see if you guys feel the same.

I'm starting to meditate everyday now, hopefully i'll start feeling/seeing something before october 14. ;O)..nothing yet!
Do you guys have any tips for knowing past life regression, like meditation or something similar. I really want to know my origin.

i'm creative/harmonious - artistic, very in tune with nature. love water
no religion belief, i like budha's views
like all animals, love mostly PIGS,
i'm a gadget girl, i have my own set of tools, assemble/fix my computers ect....nothing difficult.
extremely sensitive to LED lights all colors, photo flash give eyes black dots for a while.
Don't like being in the sun, feels like it burns and when it's too hot, it drains all my energy and just want to sleep. I like everything aprox. 70 - 75 degrees, i like to eat/drink everything at room temperature. Don't cope too good with hot or cold food/weather.
One thing i noticed is babies love to stare at me, kids love to play with me, and animals love my touch.
Money: wouldn't know how to react if $1million is in front of me, would say it's alot of papers and a waste of trees.

Thanks for reading.

Born in 1951...yeah that's correct, not a typo. And I've always known I came from elsewhere because I've remembered, and also been in contact with another higher frequency members from "Home", since age 3. If interested, check out my blog in the link in my sig-line.

I was informed by a Mod today that I must leave a linkback to BoT on my blog to be able to place a link (to my blog) in my sig line here. I'm not going to do that so I've removed all of my sig line plus the link I've had in it for the past year. Interesting that it wasn't a problem until yesterday. So be it...it's gone, and so am I.

Shame to see you go Lapis, but if that's your choice rather than simply adding a linkback to the link list at your own site, then that's fine too. The time and expense of maintaining BoT isn't undertaken by the owner for the purpose of providing a free advertising billboard.



Tiger