I will just point out..as per usual..I have sent this into Brian Vike at HBCCUFO. No actual craft was seen but events lead me to think that..the categorizing of it is proper.
Sunday morning June 29th/08 - 2:00 am
Parkland Region, Manitoba Canada
Conditions: clear sky - no moon
1 witness
I was at the lake for a few days..Yep..same one..
I had my father come out from Sask for a visit there so it was set to be a enjoyable weekend of showing the sights.
I had been sitting at the fire for most of the evening...and by 11 pm everyone else had long gone to bed.
I was sitting by the embers of the night's fire by the lake. It was about 2 am..
The sky was clear..and the stars were all very easy to see, there was no wind.
I was getting set to soon head in for the night to sleep..I was drinking a bottled water as I stood there and looked at the dying fire.
Suddenly the area I was in..lit right up. It was a VERY INTENSE bright white light and it seemed to be focused on my surrounding area..
My heart started to race very quickly as this usually means some strange craft is above..or some very strange thing is going on.
I began to search all around..looking in all directions for the source of the light including upwards and all over.
I could not see any source at all. The stars were still in view for where I looked..and there was no source for this light from above..or any direction.
The area I was in, lit up for about 5 or 6 seconds.
As I was surrounded by this light...everything..every leaf..every twig..every single thing..was lit up with this very bright white light..It made everything more clear than it would be in sunlight ...
I could see the clarity to all of it ..like..everything was very high definition.
My heart was racing as I tried to make sense of what was happening..
My senses were very heightened as the few seconds past...and I was ready for whatever was to happen..
Then..the light just stopped...and then I was left standing in the dark with wilderness all around me.
I stayed outside for 15 more minutes trying to make sense of what I had just has happen.
The light very much reminded me of the spotlight that had come from the elongated diamond craft that I have encountered in the past..
I do have a video camera..but it seems..that...for recent events..things happen far to quickly for me to even get the camera turned on.
I will also mention..the night before(Friday night) was cloudy and light rain...yet the clouds were all lit up..I took it as it being due to the moon.
I found out the following night..there was no moon...at all..and for the light that I was seeing behind the clouds...I was positive that we were in the full moon phase...I was very confused after I realized that the moon was not in any phase that allowed it to be seen.
It seems there is no slowing for events taking place at the lake....if anything...things seems to be getting weirder and weirder..
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Wed Jul 02, 2008 5:37 am
cruiser Prodigy
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Posted: Wed Jul 02, 2008 4:05 pm
Wow, Entity! And no one else was awakened by the light? Or was it too quick to cause your father to wake?
Time to set up 24 hour video/monitor of your lake place.
We're heading to the lake this weekend........... I'll be keeping my eye's open.... don't think we'll be telling any ghost stories around the campfire, just roast a few marshmallows.
Last night on CtoC, guest was talking about his alien visitor, and something about it being his guardian angel. I guess it's a nice thought, eh? Just taking everyone's accounts into consideration for my own observations.
Be careful out there at your pretty log cabin, lake get-a-way.
cruiser
Wed Jul 02, 2008 4:05 pm
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Posted: Wed Jul 02, 2008 5:48 pm
Hi cruiser..nope no one woke up to the light...It was only I that was awake and down at the lake..as usual. No one else is ever awake when I have encounters and experiences....only in the daylight..am I able to share with friends who see crafts with me.
If I had money for it..I would have a 24 hour cam set up..I have no doubt it would capture lots on there...
I will explain my reasoning for this being posted in UFO section...
I have had an intense light on me like a very bright spotlight before...during one of my encounters with an elongated diamond UFO.
The energy..the intensity...the entire situation was like before..except this time..there was no light source...
There is no doubt in my mind that..what occurred was directly related to all the crafts I have seen.
When the area was lit up...I first thought a burning meteor..of course that was not the case...BUT..as things were all bright..it seems..that the magnification...was increased to all that was in the light..
I could see the veins in the leaves...and all the fine details of each branch...every rock..every blade of grass...everything..was...clarified...
I did not have that experience with the craft..but..then again...there was a craft and not just a very wide and intense beam of light.
I stood there..I could taste it...I could feel the energy...and...I could feel their eyes...I know it was them...
My lake is calm..there is little activity in the area at all...and for my side of the lake..there are no light sources...
I guess...I am just trying to explain to people...this is not something..that can be brushed off by me...and I found it very disturbing that..they are not going to leave me alone..as I thought they may.
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Wed Jul 02, 2008 5:48 pm
cruiser Prodigy
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Posted: Wed Jul 02, 2008 10:05 pm
Many thoughts come to my mind as you describe what you felt. I can't help thinking back to what Jim Sparks shared in his 'keepers' book. I don't mean to keep plugging it........... it was the first book I read that had me relax just a little w/all of this. He described fighting them for so long...... and the fear etc. then finally found some way to understand what they were about. Or rather, see a cause........ as w/him now and the rainforest. So, I was wondering if you've ever tried to view them from a different point of view........... not so threatening. As hard as that is, (I know) But maybe then, will you find some peace with or from them.
I think this is what I have done.......... while I know I can't physically deal w/the sheer fright at the sight of something so shocking (one of them)............. the only thing I know to do is to force myself to accept that it is what it is and there's nothing I can do to change it. You are a good person......... you only want what's right in the world............. try finding gratification and peace in that fact.
If they continue w/you............ (and they just may not??).............make up your mind that you will learn of any positive message or insight they might have for us.
I don't really know what else to say......... though I very much want to help.
You're not alone, Entity. Have faith that there is good in this world, down here AND up there............ and have faith that goodness is on your side. I know how this sounds. Don't mean to sound like I'm preaching........ but what can it hurt to converse w/our creator (and I'm certain we have one)......... and to say, this is bigger than me, and I turn in over to you.
Honest Entity, if one ever appears to me again and I am conscious....... I am sure I will be once again, possibly scared to my 'death'. I'm just not ready to go yet....... so whatever I can do in my mind to beat this thing. I will pray about it. Focussing on my breathing worked, but only because it was only there for seconds. Had it been longer...............................
Again, sorry....... I really don't know the answers and I'd love to help. (as I know this is real) I'm curious too about the illumination of everything the way you described it ......... interesting. What might that mean?
(I think we should have a pitcher of margarita's at the lake and I will have one for our friend Entity)
Take Care,
cruiser
Wed Jul 02, 2008 10:05 pm
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Posted: Thu Jul 03, 2008 2:08 am
Hi cruiser...I hope you have a wonderful..but uneventful time at your lake.
Thanks for your post...I can see we are the same..but two different types of people.
I am like you...I am for the truth..and nothing but the truth...and..we both know..from our own encounters...that ET is VERY real and here..
I cannot say that I have faith...I cannot believe that there will be some beings to come in and save all of humanity.
We are in the mess we are in..because we are human...no one is gong to babysit us...even though..seems most could use that kind of guidance, BUT that is what got us here to begin with..no one has control..and we are controlled.
As for what I have encountered...I cannot trust these beings..that come around...I cannot put any faith...or hope...in them...and it is not a hate or an anger that I have..It is trust..I will never trust a species that seems to operate in the art of deception..It would almost seem that..may be the only commonality that we hold with ET..deception.
I just want the truth..and be allowed to take it with me to the masses..so I can share.
I do not expect to be told the truth..but to be shown..
I guess...what I am counting on..is discovery of the truth...There is no doubt that it takes a strong distilling of many lies..to see any fragment of the truth...
Personally I don't know what to expect now...maybe a personal encounter, an event..to happen to me, that may help to reveal the truth to me.
I admit...I do tend to carry on about truth...but..it is what everyone deserves to know..even though..Most of the world is too comfortable with the lies they are spoon fed every day...and FEW would openly or acceptingly acknowledge the truth..even if it bit them in the ass..
This most recent event...has me looking through other avenues to get to answers...and I am not even sure..if any is valid..but..I have no choice but to keep searching..
This all is so exhausting...and...takes so much..to keep looking...I have often wanted to just give up...and close my mind...and live my life..with a false belief like so many others seem to be able to do....but...I cannot...I am not allowed to do so...My conscience would not let me...
I know..I am not alone...and thank you for that cruiser...It is appreciated...
The Book of THoTH has some very special people here...Most people would be at awe over all that has been shared here at BoT in regard to ET..
There are some very mind blowing experiences that people have had happen. It is all very eye opening.
As it is though...seems many STILL find it hard to accept all this talk about ET.
Most go back to their daily lives after they turn off their computers...They go back to the world of lies that they have grown so comfortable from..They do not go further with ET..Why should they..They don't have to live it..like so many others do..
Most continue the lie.. work..and..entertainment is life....It is after all...a comfortable place for all of us.
I wish I could do the same... but three and a half years is not much time..to prepare..
Unlike others...I don't have a choice..All that I have been witness to..all that I have been a part of...I cannot look the other way..I cannot fool myself and fall into the slumber that our species is in.
I know..these words mean very little to most..but....at least it is all truth!!!
REALITY!!! that, is what I am trying to share..something that we get very little of...being human in this world..Caught in the web of lies..
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Thu Jul 03, 2008 2:08 am
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Posted: Thu Jul 03, 2008 3:46 am
Hi Entity........your not alone. I have been wonder'in about the magnifying effect of the light and maybe, and this is just a thought........It takes at least to the count of 10 for a persons pupils to contract and adjust to light from dark. Being in darkness and then abrupt white light your eyes would still be dialated for some seconds......maybe that's the enhanced visual effect, just a thought. It's really scary you couldn't locate a source, very un-nerving. Hang in there man, alot of people with you....btw, I think their baddies too.............and I hope there are some good ones, et's that is. I just thought, I had give'en it up Entity and was hiding, if that can be done....went about work and fun, it didn't work. For me, like you said, I don't have a choice, have to keep looking. Many years I never did anything, never spoke up. Finding the comfort of just being able to share, and learn, it's so important to the nature of what these exp's leave as clues for us.......I don't know where it's go'in, yet somehow many of us share....The (Or)-Deal. In a way I feel privilaged to actually know in my heart......my mind can only do so much, my heart, thats where I find the truth, my mind only puts it together so my heart can feel it. My full support to you and Cruiser, and those who share.....The Deal
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Thu Jul 03, 2008 3:46 am
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Posted: Thu Jul 03, 2008 2:50 pm
HI Map!
I cannot say what was what when the light occured..I do know that..everything..was in detail as I have never seen..and I was not focusing on any of that..I was trying to find the light source..so I might know the direction to prepare for...
Thanks for your input...you are in the same boat as many...we are faced with the reality every single day...I think that is the part that anyone else..does not understand..unless they have had the experience...
It is something that we are to live our lives out with..this knowledge...
I only hope that..we will have the whole truth..before there is no more time left.
Time will reveal all to us..but..it is also time..that is against us too..
Thanks again for your post Map!
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Thu Jul 03, 2008 2:50 pm
Kira First Lady of Book-of-THoTH
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Posted: Thu Jul 03, 2008 5:07 pm
I was watching UFOHunter the other day, the Stevensville one. There was a lady that was losing her animals to something so she put a camera out to take pictures all night long, hoping to capture what was taking the animals. I can't find the link to it but one of the pictures showed a cone shaped light coming from above. It did not reach the ground and you couldn't see what was making the light, but it was definately a beam of light coming down from something.
You didn't notice any missing time? I hope not! I think you would have put that down if it had happened. That had to be very unnerving Entity, but remember fear is what they feed on, among other things. Being alone at night, near a lake where there aren't many people is a great place to have something happen with them imho. Be careful. I've always wondered if with all this researching and stuff, if I was to encounter them, would all this help to not have fear? I just don't know if that would be possible? And no, they won't leave you alone, that's obvious by all your experiences.
Thanks for your report Entity. More to ponder about eh? I agree with you about not trusting something that lives on deceit like they do. I hope it made you feel better having a place to at least come and tell about this though. Not that it can change much, but it helps to talk about it.
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Thu Jul 03, 2008 5:07 pm
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Posted: Thu Jul 03, 2008 5:41 pm
Hi guys,
So far, pretty uneventful at the lake. Had to come home this morning for a siesta from our siesta, hubby wasn't feeling too well. Hope to head back out later this afternoon if he's up to it. I might mention I had a dream about lions and tigers...... (no bears). They were hanging around a store front, so no one shopping..... Started to wonder if our resident shammen was putting out vibes. (: (WT?)
Back to Entity, I don't think we are very much different at all, Entity. I'm just doing what I need to, to cope w/it. (i.e. the faith I mentioned) and only mentioned it as an avenue of suggestion for you.......... but certainly don't mention it to lead you down a designated path An example I'll share is the 'signs' I've had, and taken to be signs for me.... some might say just coincidence........ but there were times when the odds of this or that coincidence were far too great...... and I took them to be a sign from our source.
You see, if there is a good natured source........ by all means, my door is wide open.
I have no idea if goodies will save us from baddies........ etc.
Nothing much has happened my way... since the 2004 visit. I'm not sure why. Maybe it sensed the fear was just too great for me. (and it was) Maybe because I made up my mind that either I make up my mind I can't fear 'this unknown' or, it may very well kill me. Just a matter of survival for me............... the what's it all about wasn't even a concern. (of course I've had some time to think on it since it happened) As far as I know, not another encounter........ and I'm not sure why that is.
Entity, Map, .......... if you are truly living in fear (and I really hope you are not)....... as Kira said, they seem to feed off of our fear and that seems to fit the paranormal episodes years back for me............. I just remind myself now that the only thing to fear is fear itself. Who coined that term, it is so true. Fear of the unknown, it's very real.
Hey, I'm not sure or did I miss it, but can you expand a little on what it is you've been made to feel about 2012, Entity? You keep referring to not much time....... as if you've seen what's coming................ when I have time I'll go back and find your posts. I mean, is there something more than what we've tossed around about 2012, that you haven't mentioned?
Downloading a few pics from the lake now............ the hills are a pretty green, lots of wild flowers blooming. Hope to get back out there soon.
I also appreciate your sharing Entity, Map, Kira, etc. Means so much!
I guess I am a teeny bit late adding to this. I meant to get to it yesterday. Sorry Entity.
I know this light that lights up the whole sky.
Why would it appear to you at your lake?I have pondered this question since first reading your report too. In my mind this isn't coincidence. Why indeed would it wait until your dad had retired?
Same reason most abductions are of the singular nature, I guess.
Why would they chose you, a person that does not trust them?I think for you to travel any further in your journey, you have to be trusting of them, enough for them to initiate contact. Were they just proving to you, that they are aware of your need to see them. Just enough of a glimpse to shock you to the core.Enough of a glimpse to say we know you're there and for you,them. An introduction of sorts.
In knowing now for sure, if when at the next lake visit something more appears,what would be your initial reaction be? It would definately have to be passive in my mind.Even submissive. Are you ready for that?
Thu Jul 03, 2008 9:08 pm
cruiser Prodigy
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Posted: Thu Jul 03, 2008 9:45 pm
I mentioned nothing unusual happened out at the lake....so when I downloaded my pics I saw this one...... interesting. Thought I'd crop it and share it here w/you.
(notice anything top center of pic) I'm sure it's nothing, but very cool none-the-less
Thu Jul 03, 2008 9:45 pm
entity Moderator
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Posted: Sun Jul 06, 2008 4:49 am
Hi Kira... That coned shape light sounds very interesting..I would love to read the reports on that..Do you know how many people were involved with that one? if any..
As for missing time...funny thing...I just stopped wearing watches when my sightings restarted again in 2002. SO I do not mention any thing about missing time ever....I simply have no clue...I can only guess...for the most part..unless I happen to find out from one of my friends..around the time of a sighting..or..if the sun is up..I can tell the time within ten minutes..
But..I will say..I don't think there was missing time...I don't know for sure though.
I do not fear them any longer....I decided over the spring..that..fear was not really productive to helping find the answers I need.
so...I am very "excited"when things occur..I don't mean a good way..but..prepared..for whatever happens...adrenaline pumping..
..and no..I see they wont leave me alone...but..that may be my only way to the truth of all this.
Thelma...Guess we are even..I am a bit late at replying to you..
I don't know why me..and why when I am alone..and...what they want from me...
I wont ever trust them...but..I am sure..if they have that type of "feeling" too, then they feel the same way about us.
That light you know of ..Can you share in this thread more about what you know?
I would accept that they were proving to me..or showing me..if there was a craft...
Much like one of the past springs when my first weekend up at the lake..and the elongated diamond craft showed up again...and ..that time there was not spotlight..or beam...like my first encounter with that craft...all it did was flash a sequence at me..then..left with instant speed..That time..I knew that they were showing me..a signal..
It is not a need for me to see them either...it is truly a need from me for ALL the truth. That is really why I am here....for now...
I am not passive..nor submissive..then again..I have NEVER been...so I see no reason to change who I am..for them...It seems to not make any difference to them anyway...as I look back at all my encounters...and I see how things are not stopping at all..
I would like to hear more of your thoughts Thelma..if you would feel comfortable enough to share here with us what you know..and think.
Thanks for all your thoughts gang...
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When they try to return you home they have to have a 100% submissive person, to enable them to wipe your memory. I kept singing my name over and over again, they couldn't break through, They told me my name was THELMADONNA, they told me to stop being so willful. I continued to sing my name, they eventually told me I would pay for being so willful. They knew my favourite chocolate bar at that time was a milk flake, they told me it would be harmful to me if I ate this before morning. I thought I was being so clever thinking to myself there is no way there could be one in the house anyway because the ice-cream van had passed long since and there was no chocolate bought.
Unexpectedly, my favourite uncle came to our home at 2.30a.m. after a two hundred plus miles journey, he came into my room and I stirred, he came over to the bed and handed me a milk flake, he tried to encourage me to open it and have a bite. I said I'd wait till morning. He asked what I'd been up to as my pyjama jacket was on back to front, he sorted it straight.I put the chocolate under the pillow and went back to sleep.
The next time I woke it was broad daylight so I made straight for the chocolate and ate about half of it, then the light went out.They tricked me! It wasn't morning.
I dont have any more to add. I wish you well in your quest.
Sun Jul 06, 2008 10:50 am
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Posted: Sun Jul 06, 2008 9:16 pm
Thanks Thelma...
I appreciate your sharing...
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Sun Jul 06, 2008 9:16 pm
Kira First Lady of Book-of-THoTH
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Posted: Sun Jul 06, 2008 10:07 pm
Sorry entity, I've tried searching for their site, can't even get it with ufohunter.com Thought maybe they'd have that picture on it?
Wow Thelma, I can't even begin to imagine what you've been through. What little I remember is enough for me.
Thank you both so much for these accounts. I know it's not easy to report them.
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Sun Jul 06, 2008 10:07 pm
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Posted: Mon Jul 07, 2008 1:47 am
That's OK Kira..at least I am aware of it..that counts for something.. thanks for trying.
Thelma...I am hoping you will tell me...What was their reason for not wanting you to eat chocolate before day?...What was their purpose for tricking you that way?...Was it to prove a point to you?...Was it to show you that they are able to trick you?
I know that there is far more to all this event ..BUT..
I wont ask anything else from you though I have more...I will hope that you do share more about what you know...from that night...
I know that you have seen all the crafts I have seen..in a different time frame..and in a different part of the world..
It was and is because of YOU sharing with me...showing me that I was not and am not alone in what I have been experiencing alone..
You do know a lot about what I am going through...It made me open my eyes to all that was and is still taking place..and it allows me to deal with all this..much better then if you had never spoke up..and showed me..all that you..and I have both seen..
I hope you can come back and share a bit more with me...Thanks again Thelma..
Cruiser...
What I came away with from my experiences ..was a knowledge..a knowing that we are soon to a part of events....The way I know it..as...The most important event in mankind's history on earth.
2012...never meant much to me..then...one day..I happened to put two and two together..and realized that..what I have seeded within me..which is to occur...is to happen right around that time period...
I am not claiming it is 2012..but I am saying that it is to happen around that time..so I cannot argue that..
What I know I would rather not share other then what I have said in the past...
I will tell you..there are others..who know more then I ..that reside here at BoT..
I will not go into detail on what they have said..It is not my place to reveal it..
Perhaps a lot is buried deep in the forums..I have never seen all there is here..
I will say...what we have in store..will turn our entire world upside down..it will change everything that we have believed being human.
The lies that we have lived with for much of mankind's history will be revealed..and it will involve ET. BUT with that..there will be a new wave of lies..and that is what will cause the panic trough out our society...The planet will never be the same after the event. There is nothing that man nor ET will be able to do to stop what awaits our planet in the near future..
That is why I need all the truth...so this will not occur..so we will be prepared..so we will know the truth...that is what I seek. It will not change events..but it will allow all to see the truth for what it really is..
Perhaps ..if I can get more answers myself..I can show everyone..but..I will not waist my breath trying to convince any one of what is to come when I have little details..and no facts ....I am hoping that, in the not too distant future I will be..telling all...but of course to get there..will mean..another encounter with them...I guess we will see if/when that happens..
It is not up to me...if it were...we would all know that truth...right now..
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Mon Jul 07, 2008 1:47 am
cruiser Prodigy
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Posted: Mon Jul 07, 2008 2:35 am
Hey Entity,
Feel free to share w/us if you change your mind. Whatever your comfortable with. Makes me presume we will have a heavy introduction to their existance at that time maybe..... That in and of itself is going to cause a 'shake up' around the world. People will be afraid, not all, but enough I'm afraid. May as well stock up on those supplies now, for that moment.
You make me wonder what else might be 'seeded' in others who've had encounters........ like, are you preprogrammed to behave a certain way at a certain point in time?
You and Thelma, Map........ not sure who else, seem to have the most to share from your experiences. Many of us are here to lend any support we can, even if it's just listening.
I keep thinking back to Thelma's brine shrimp .............and how we used to feed our salt water fish brine shrimp (little frozen ones)...........when we lived in N.D. That is where the paranormal events mostly took place (and started). Hmm....... maybe they were just here for the stinky fish bait? I'm partly kidding, but makes me wonder if that could be any connection.
Me, I don't mind sharing that they are 'real'........ on the other hand I don't want to get the world in a panic. If we are all made aware in advance of some kind of grand arrival....(if that's what's coming)...... then perhaps we will handle the situation as best we can, when that day comes.
cruiser
Mon Jul 07, 2008 2:35 am
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Posted: Mon Jul 07, 2008 8:22 am
Hi entity, cruiser, thelma and map,
Just want to say my view to what you have in the tread. As one those that never had an experience to what you all have gone through, I only have an idea to your state of understanding to what influence and insight that affected your lives to this whole phenomena as people who have actually had a first hand experience.
So far I can see how brave all of you are in coming out for to be read by everyone in the net, regarding to all your point of views and sharing what you know as being unselfish and courageous against the mainstream of people's perceptions who label believers of the phenomena in our society. You have been very intelligent and full of integrity to represent people who were forced to this situation but would continually not deny their experience for the sake of educating people like me about what really else could be in life. I guess this should seperate you from posers who's here to get attention.
Until one gets to the experience what you guys did, then we can truly say 'I know what you mean' until then people who never been there really don't have the right to dismiss the reality of UFO/ET existance since far too many evidence had been shown to light.
I believe that there would be a catalyst to change our society as a whole of mankind needs to wake up in our place in the universe and not just see who has the right to live on earth (good or bad???). As truth needs to be known so the whole world could go forward and progress as one community and one mankind as we were really intend to be.
cheers for the tread (and hi Kira, you gutsy chick)
Mon Jul 07, 2008 8:22 am
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Posted: Mon Jul 07, 2008 1:54 pm
Cruiser..I have shared all I can...Without more information..any words that I have all are moot, without all the answers I need. It really is too much for folk...who have no clue...and that is not what I want...I do not want to distant people any further from the truth...so...I will continue my quest..and hope to attain more..for people to understand..If I can..then I will share more..
Hi aussiET.
I know that with out actual proof...without being witness one's own self...It is all very hard to accept...
It all sounds so crazy...and at times..I know I feel like I am going crazy...
With Thelma..and others here...it allows others to see..there may actually be something real to all this...and for people like me...having others..like Thelma step forward and share their own experiences..and help show that one is not alone in such events, it is very important.
That..I feel to be a very important part to why I am here still..the sharing that has gone on. (mostly in PMs).
I will say..I am not the same guy as I was the beginning of 2002..when my encounters began again..
This is a MAJOR part of my life now...I live with it every single day...and...it is now part of everything I do...and..it is now a top priority in my world..
I cannot..and will not rest...or stop..until I have all that I need ....to share... time is short..so I feel desperation to this..
I also know already that..the truth..will seem so fantastic..outta this world..it will not be any easier to believe...but I promise.. IF I can get the answers I need...I will tell all...and I will not lie or embellish...and I will not attempt to make money off it. (That is why it is as far gone and hard to believe as it is already...too many folks..looking to make a fast buck..and tell people whatever they want to hear).
Anyway...I'll just keep plugging away..and hope that..I do receive all the information I require to open eyes..
Ciao
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Mon Jul 07, 2008 1:54 pm
Kira First Lady of Book-of-THoTH
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Posted: Mon Jul 07, 2008 5:29 pm
Hi aussiET I don't know about gutsy, I can't remember. LOL
This is very hard to tell people that have not had experiences or haven't read the vast amounts of info on it. It's like trying to explain the world is round to those who think it's flat. They run away rather than try to find out. I don't blame them, the unknown is scary. Hell, when you DO find out the known is scary! So....
Just remember though, 2012 is 4 years away. That's just around the corner from here.
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