The Book Of THoTH

I have been able to receive communication from people who have passed away for some time. Like watching a TV program, very clear.
Have been able to be in tune with others also to a point. Hunches and emotions within myself that serve as guidance. Warnings in dreams that are also in color. So, that is all OK and not taxing. I use all of this to help me in my job and to comfort me that there is another life and God does exist. BUT, the most surprising thing is now. As i reflect it has been going on for some time but as I always do I tell myself it's my own mind cleaning itself out. Basically, I am receiving messages from someone else. Vivid videos, phrases, visions even. I even have dreamed a message they sent me. I had to finally speak to the person to confirm the message content because what started out as feelings that were not my own has gotten blatantly obnoxious. It is like when the souls are communicating with me. I tried to say to the person that I need him to resolve this within himself- not knowing if he is aware of his souls reaching out or not- because it exhausts me and today left me in tears. Since I do not invest too much hope in his wanting to care for me and work on this in the physical plane I am searching for help in how to control it. The moment I try to rest, relax, sleep, meditate- wam bam. The last involved contact was a dream in which we were in the second seat of a large vehicle but I was observing- he and the driver and passenger did not recognize i was there. The driver was driving throuh a field of sorts with no grass tons of people milling aroun and bright light around the whole area. suddenly car sinks into mud and i try to say we're sinking get out, ignored and continue to sink eventually man in front says get out we're sinking of course too late and the only one to dive into mud is the man who is the focus in my post. I never panicked just observed and then everything goes black. Just to add, any visions of him I have are very bright with lots of color and sunlight.
I think I have provided enough detail to give a reader the jist of this and will sign off here. Hoping to get some rest.

A lot of times when souls stick around in this reality, it is because they have unfinished business. Have any of them ask you to pass on a message. Maybe once they do, they can finally be at peace?

The one that is causing me the distress is a living person. Actually, he is my xhusband . It is so real that last night he or his soul self, I am unsure how to name this visitor, actually had his arms around me. From what I have been putting together I agree the visitor wants me to relay a message. Since the visitor has light around him, it must not be the same version of him I knew. The feeling I get from him is deep sweet love. This does not match my x as I knew him. What i seem to concluding is that it is his soul that is reaching to me screaming for me to let him know that he loves me. I am his match. He has shown me Us doing things together, spoken to me, shared something he wanted me to see. It is overwhelming and frustrating. I tried visualizing a bag in which I put it all in and took it to a ship to get carted away to South Pole and a door shutting the way for more. I told him to please stop. He has got to talk to the man himself. I was never able to get through before. But it seems to continue. I tried delivering the message again today to see if that alleviates the contact.
When i try to explain it I think he believes I'm trying to get him back like it's coming from me and It's not! Gee wiz!