The Book Of THoTH

To start, this will likely be a two part article.

It has taken me much time to get this far and I am hoping that it will not take near as long to bring the encounters up to the present.

Please be patient. Not only does it take a lot to put it all out there but..I find myself in many slumps where the last thing I want to do is live through it all again. I know that I must and so..this is the start.

A true life's story...

There has always been an aura surrounding around the unknown...whether it be supernatural, paranormal..or UFO/Extraterrestrial.

Since man has been able to share..he has done so..and kept records whether it be on cave walls..on canvas..or paper..or..more modern..digitally kept....

It has opened up many eyes to what we are kept from..but also it has opened up the subjects to be a victim of slander, misleading information and ridicule..

I am writing my experiences not to change anyone's mind, but to open their eyes and to show that there are others, who know things that many find impossible to accept.

The Morphing Crafts

Since a young child I have always been witness to events that many seem choose to ignore, or simply cannot see because of the way we are trained to think..and live.

My earliest memories take place when I was only months old.. and so my story begins...

Being adopted when I was only weeks old, I never knew my biological parents. My adopted mother and father were to share their love with me for the rest of their lives.

Less than a year old..my parents had me with them outside as they did yard work one summer day. I would sit there in the grass admiring all that there was and all so very new to me.
I had already learned much and could distinguish objects in the sky...such as plane...cloud..bird. I could not say them but I did know what they were when spoken to me.Thanks to being outside lots and my mother talking to me and telling me things, I had already "some" understanding of what I could see.

But..one thing she hadn't mentioned and never did was the other things that I could also see in the sky. Those which I saw, I was not taught the word for and truthfully everyone seemed oblivious to them as I would sit there and see these things that were not clouds..nor planes..

For years, what I was seeing was almost creature like..or crafts that almost seemed to be alive..as they Morphed..and changed in shape..color..texture..and even size. They would not be there often, compared to how much I was outside, but enough for me to take notice.

Some were very big..and made me think of the giant whales that swim in our oceans..I was aware of whales but understood them to live in the water..not the sky. I continued to see these crafts/creatures in the sky for about three more years..while I was slowly learning about life..

There were times that I would ask of these, and no one would understand what I was referring to..so..I let it be.
I had much to learn..and other things would eventually capture my eye...and mind.

As time passed and began to see other things that didn't fit in to what I was being taught. I was soon to realize that not everyone could see as others do.. or do not.

My childhood years took me to understandings that not everything was as it seemed. "Paranormal"...a word that I had not yet learned but it was certainly all around me, but I will not lead away from the topic of my experiences with extraterrestrial occurrences. I only mention it, as it is part of what makes me who I am today.

Growing up, I had a tough life..not really fitting in anywhere...be it school or sports. I was always the last one to be picked on a team but always the first one that would get picked on.
That too help me grow as a human, as I began to search within at a young age. I found comfort and happiness in who I was and I did not let it bother me as it could have.
If I was to let the others get to me...I was sure to have been a troubled child.
Luckily for me..it turned out that I was a far bigger person at a young age, than I could see at that time.

Having a fair amount of time alone..and not playing with lots of kids..I did take the time I had and used it to grow..and learn..and discover.

Never being one for television...I found happiness with the outdoors..in the sunshine..and under the stars. I had a great love for nature..and being in the wilderness. I found much comfort in the night sky.

Now eleven years old...I was struggling through elementary school. Much of what was expected of me, I had no understanding of. It all seemed to be just garble...thus...I was not doing well with marks in class.
I made it through another year of school and I was sure that I was passed to the next grade because my teachers did not want to deal with me anymore.

The Mother Ship

It was now summer..the time I loved the most. I would get up with the sun..and get on my bike and ride like I owned the whole city. No one would be awake yet..and very little traffic.
I enjoyed the smell of the morning...and the sun breaking away from the earth..as it brought warmth to my skin..It always made me smile..and it still does....

Half way through the summer...I had something happen, that opened my eyes to things I really had no clue about at the time.

It was mid August and the summer was hot...the night was still very warm as my father and I sat on the back step talking and looking up at the night sky. We lived on the edge of the west side of town..so we got to see far more stars than we would have, if we were more within the city.

It was around 10:30 PM . My father got up from our conversation to get something to drink and went inside the house. I sat there looking up at the sky, listening to the crickets and taking in the beautiful clear night.

It was right after my father went inside that I noticed something in the sky...off to the west. I really couldn't make sense of it as it wasn't like anything I had ever seen.

Initially I had thought what I was seeing was a very large plane..but as it got closer I knew it wasn't. I then thought maybe a very large helicopter but..soon saw that it was not one of those either.
What was approaching was nothing I had even seen in my life..and I could not help but notice how large it was..I kept thinking to myself.."This can't be right" as it was too large to be able to fly.

This craft was massive I could tell already, as it continued to approach and it was still getting larger and larger.

I stood up with my mouth wide open and still trying to figure out what it was that I was seeing.
The forward part of the craft was just beginning to pass over top of me. I was thinking as I stood there that "This must be a dream".
I watched this craft for a very short time..when I realized my father had not come back out yet..and..he was missing seeing it. I began to yell for my dad to come outside.

This craft, was a rectangle shaped craft that may have been miles big, as it covered 3/4 of the sky if not more once it was near above me.
I was now yelling louder and yelling more for my father to come out.The craft directly overhead was so very overwhelming in size. I could not see any detail to it only that I could see it very clearly against the stars. I could see how straight the craft was..and how it was a perfect rectangle that may have been 2 miles long.
The feeling that I got from it and still do is how small I was, how small everything was, as it's massive size seemed to dwarf everything.

It seemed like a long time that I was yelling for my dad and he had yet to come back outside...I found it strange that though not being 10 steps away in the kitchen, he was not coming outside to my calling for him.

I finally ran inside and grabbed him and said you have to see this. I dragged him outside,running and down the steps.I said "Look!"...as we both looked up, I saw that the craft was now gone and I was sure it could still be seen leaving...I said "It's in the front!!" as I ran around the house with my father, only to see a clear sky, bright with stars.

I couldn't make sense of it and again and no one really said anything to me after I had tried to talk about it.

It was then that I put it away in the back of my mind, but I never forgot it. I could not make sense of it nor could I explain it so I wrote it off to it being military.
(I never accepted that, but had no idea what it was.) To date 30 years later I still have no evidence of anything that is man made..that it could have been that massive and it the sky.

Men In Black

Growing up where I was, I had ample opportunity to go to the near by lakes and camp. My parents had a trailer that we would keep in one spot all summer. We had been to that lake the year before..so I was familiar with the area that next summer..

It was the early 80's and the summer was hot. I was at the lake for a week with my family. It was too hot for me to stay in the trailer so I had a 4 man tent set up about ten yards away from the trailer. It was during my week long stay there, that I had a strange and frightening encounter with men in black (MIBs).

It was around 11 PM and I was too hot to sleep and so I had not even attempted to. The night was calm and the stars were out. It was all very nice...peaceful...and the scent was sweet from all the flowers and other plants, that summer brings.
I decided to go for a walk and try to cool off a little bit so I left the campsite and started down a dirt road that was behind a row of cabins that were along the lake shore.
There were very few up at the lake..it was the middle of the week and unless on holidays, no one was around. I continued walking towards town but still I was by the lake.

Suddenly out of nowhere a black car pulled up beside me. I didn't event hear it's approach as it startled me and made me jump away. The car was large and black..with tinted windows. It appeared to be between a '65 and '70s Cadillac Coupe deVille.
Two men suddenly got out from the passenger side doors.They were dressed in black. They had black suits, shoes, ties, hats even black sunglasses though it was night out. They had white shirts on too..which allowed me to see that their appearance was not right. Their skin was almost a light blue color..and odd looking. Certainly not right.

The two men (if they were) started straight for me, which shocked me even more. They were very quick and it seemed that they were on me in an instant. I didn't even have time to react. Each quickly had a hold of my arms as they began to force me towards the car that sat there with the back door open.
I began to struggle when I quickly realized what was taking place. I was being forced into a car in the middle of the night.. by total strangers.

They had me up to the car now as I struggled even harder and put my feet out and tried to push myself away from the open door. The struggle lasted maybe a minute or two. I am not sure how long, as I was fighting for what I thought to be my life. Finally they over powered my resistance as I tried to get free...and the forced me into the back seat of the car.

I was now sitting in between two of the MIBs. I could not see out the side windows only in front..where the dirt road was. The driver looked back...and for a few seconds it seemed as though the three of them were having a conversation..except they never spoke a word at all.
The driver nodded once and then the car began to move.
I was still being held by my arms, with them at my sides. The MIB on my right reached into his suit jacket and pulled out a syringe that was larger then any I had ever seen. I would today have to compare it's size to syringes that are used on large animals
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The syringe contained a clear, dark golden liquid. I could see the contents very clear for being where I was as he held it out in front of him. I then realized that it was meant for me. That is when I began to struggle again...even more now.
The MIBs did not have to fight me long till I was totally overpowered by them. The MIB on my right took the syringe and injected the contents into me.

Everything quickly went black, as I lost consciousness.

I don't know how long I was out for but I did regain consciousness for a short time afterward. I thought to myself..."Oh, I am still in the car" as I could see a road below me. But, it was not right..what I was seeing did not make sense to me.
What I could see was a road curving along as we "flew over it". I was about two to three hundred feet above the road. I could see large rocks on the shoreline..but it was not my lake that I was seeing. It appeared to be a large body of water such as the ocean. The waves were of fair size as they crashed on the large rocks and it gave me the impression I was very far from home.
I trying still to make sense of it, I lost consciousness again. I found myself asleep in my tent in the morning. Not having any idea how I got there...I was not feeling right. It was almost like a daze for that entire day.

It still would take years...till it all came together, till I figured out..they were greys that had taken me and made themselves appear as MIBs. I still cannot explain all of what happened that night, but I do know that a man in my hometown had the same type of experience with what may have been the same MIBs, 30 years before my encounter. His took place in the early 50s.

Time passed and went through my teen years, encountering more and more paranormal all around me...Never having people to share any of it with..I kept it too myself...and became more awakened and more aware...
Sometimes I would see strange lights in the sky..but mostly stars and meteorites..nothing of of actual substance..

Radio Announcer Experience

Ending my teen years..I soon moved away from Manitoba..and went west to become and on-air announcer (Radio DJ). It was there that things started to make me think a bit more on what I had seen in the past..and what I had experienced.

I was broadcasting to a network of radio stations via a satellite in space. We had ten radio stations that I would be sending our signal out to and these communities covered most of Alberta and part of norther B.C.

It was about 8 PM one summer night, as I was playing music. After a very quiet 2 hours into my show, I suddenly began to receive numerous phone calls on our toll free phone line. We had an 800 number for all our from both provinces to call in and request songs..

No one was calling to request a song though. Not one call could have been further away. These people had called to find out what they were seeing. They were reporting a giant triangular craft that had incredible speeds....and from how close the phone calls were and for how far apart the listeners were from each other....the craft was traveling well past the speed of sound. it was only seconds apart from areas that were very far away.

I became excited...thinking that there was something big going on and all the thoughts of what I had seen and experienced all came rushing back as I kept going to the windows and watching the sky when I was playing songs on the radio.
I never saw anything that night..but I did call up all the places I could, including air force, air traffic, RCMP...all with nothing in the air..and nothing abnormal seen by air traffic controllers around the whole area.

Again...I buried the past and continued on with what I knew. UFOs were still far from being an very active part of my life.

Back to The Stars

It was the summer of 2001 and I was at a lake in Saskatchewan..north of Saskatoon...summer was soon over...and I wanted to camp for the weekend...before it was too late...

The weekend had been wonderful and I was sitting watching the sky at around midnight, my girlfriend with me. I noticed a strange light in the sky and really I had no idea why it had caught my eye. It appeared the same as the rest of the stars in the sky, but I kept watching and not taking my eyes off it. Soon my girlfriend asked what I was looking at..and I pointed it out to her.

As soon as I had pointed out the light, it suddenly lit up bright and a second object came out from it to its side. It traveled horizontal for a few seconds and then suddenly it turned 45 degrees and started down towards earth.

I stood up quickly when I realized it was not normal to see what I was seeing. It continued down toward earth very fast and then as it got closer to the ground it seemed to slow down. I then lost site of it in the trees but thought about it for the rest of the night...wondering what it could have been.
To date...I still have no answer that fits.

The Silver Disc Encounter

June of 2002 found me heading back to my hometown in Manitoba...after being away for 14 years, except to visit. I had close friends..that never left there...and so..I found it time..to go back to be with them.

The summer was full of catch up and seeing old faces...laughing and enjoying all my friends company. One of my best friends was hanging out at a lake that was not far from my MIBs encounter...and I started to go out there fairly frequently.
That is where the my encounters began again..

It was August of 2002. The entire summer had been a hot one...and August wasn't any different.
Disregarding the heat...Two friends and I decided to go out onto the lake and do some fishing on the boat. We had being trolling on the west side of the lake when we decided to pull up our lines and head to across to the east side...to a point that jutted out...it was directly south of the campsite.

We were having a good time...all three of us talking and laughing...My two friends inside the boat..as I was standing on the front nose of the boat. We had shut down the engine and were just casting out as we let the wind drift us along. After a few minutes...I was still casting out..when suddenly there was a strong gust of air. Knowing it was mostly sunny...I thought that there was a cloud that may have caused the wind. I reeled in and then looked up.

I was very shocked and surprised about what I saw above me. There in the sky approximately 250 to 400 feet in the air was a silver disc craft. My mind started to try to make sense of what I was looking at. I went through all that I could think of..the moon..a balloon..a reflection of some sort..and so on. None of what I could think of..was what I was looking at above me.

It was then that I yelled to my two friends looking at them and then back up at the craft. I stood there my mouth wide open and not believing my eyes.. I looked back at my friends..and I yelled again.."Look up there..there is a silver disc"! I don't even know if they heard me...as they seemed to be almost intoxicated..or drugged as they fall all around the boat. I yelled again at them..and they seemed incoherent to what I was saying...The strangest thing about them falling about the boat was that, it appeared to me to be happening in slow motion. They were falling slower and moving slower than what was normal.

I looked back up at the craft..I was feeling very strange from what I think was the energy of the craft. I stood there watching..and forgetting about my friends..and focusing on the silver disc right above us.

I watched it for a short while longer..as it sat there. There were no markings..and no sounds...and no lights to it.. It did not make any sense to me...ALL of it seemed so..out of this world.

The craft then started to move slowly..for two to three seconds and then in an instant shot off straight up..and disappeared into the blue sky. The speed was very fast. It could travel many miles in one tenth of a second.

I stood there for a few seconds..still in shock..and still trying to grasp what had just happened. I looked at my friends..who seemed to be coming out of a different state..and they looked almost confused.
I tried to talk to them about what had happened..but..they either do not know...or they refuse to speak of it. It was a quiet ride back to shore..

That encounter was now over..but..the effects were still there for me. For the next month I fell ill..and lost appetite..I began to lose hair as never before and my teeth started to loosen. I was feeling very ill.

The effects I was enduring was what I thought to be a type of radiation sickness and I very quickly realized that..being directly under the craft had caused the effects.
I was sure I was going to die..and felt that I could not go to a doctor and tell him..as..I would be seen as crazy. So, quietly I sat with my secret and said nothing to anyone, enduring the pain and agony and fear of what was happening.

For a month I tried to make sense of what had happened..with the silver disc. Maybe it was me that was in the energy from the craft and it was not my friends falling in slow motion..but the time I was in..was not in sync with them instead. That would explain their not appearing to have ill effects from the encounter. What ever the case, I was more ill then I had ever been.

It was some time that passed, at least a month or maybe two..and the effects began to subside slowly..until I was as close to back to normal..Well..as close to normal as I will ever be again..I now know better than to find myself under one of those crafts.

It was then, after I started to feel better..that I began..my search for the truth..to UFOs and ET.

Little did I know that after all events up to this point...it was only the beginning of things to come, leading up to the present days.



Stay tuned part 2, is in the works.

Well my friend, you've done it ! Thank you

Off to the front page we go

Fascinating account so far entity.. Thankyou..

Can't wait for Part II....

Boss!!!!

It is so good to see you!

Thank you for allowing my story on the front..It is an overwhelming part of my life..and it is very important to me...

I do apologize for the wait..but..I am sure you understand...

Part two..will be very very interesting for most to read.


Thank you again, THoTH!!

Thanks to you too Momma.

I especially know how scary it is to even touch on memories that are so hard to revisit.Thank you for expending the effort. Looking forward to hearing more.

Thanks Thelma..I will do my best to get it done and posted..BUT with summer here...I may be updating it as I go along..I do expect more sightings this year..and I expect to be able to take video of at least one event....I will keep my fingers crossed though.

Thank you Entity....that is amazing stuff. I think, no, I know your info is valuable to many of us. You have helped me.......Thanks again man.

Map/Ref

Way cool, entity -- thanks for the post! I'm looking forward to the next installment... and to any videos you might post as well!

One question: How's your health now? Any lingering after-effects?
plur

Hi Mappy..

I appreciate the words...thanks bud..

I really dont know what else I can do to try to wake up the masses..other then capturing an alien...what is it going to take?

If I am lucky enough to get one of these crafts on camera this year...I am wondering if it will make any difference...

I just dont know sometimes..It is very disheartening to see how many..really have no clue to what is taking place...and from my shoes..I feel whole world should know by now.

We are late in realizing ..and personally..I hate being late..

Hey Puralone..How am I now?

Well ..I never lost all my hair..and all my teeth are still in...so..I guess it could be worse..but..I will never be the same again physically..from that encounter..
I know I was very sick..and ..I was sure that I was going to die..I just could not tell anyone..as I was sure to be seen as crazy..and no one would believe me..

I have found others..who have been taken..since I came here to BoT...They are the real reason I can share what I have been through... The open minds and accepting hearts are a rare find now days...

That makes The Book of THoTH and the members a true treasure..

Edit..can't spell..

That was wonderful.

I'm just thinking how scary it is to be a target of these beings. Where do you go to hide?

My favourite hiding place was in a small cupboard under the stairs.

Thanks Entity, I know it helps to share.... looking forward to part II.

Hi Dalia. I am not sure about hiding..I have never really thought about it...as close to that for me would be.. to run..away..FAST!...I have not done that though...It has entered my mind..and..I was right at the point of taking off ..but..something stopped me..

Anyway..IMO If they want you..they will get you...although..Thelma may have been on to something.

Thelma..how old were you when you found your hiding spot?..I can imagine a little girl..hiding..making sure..she is ever so quiet..

Hi cruiser.

It is nice to have such wonderful people, to be able to share with.

Me too

That was so good entity. Can't thank you enough. How was it to write it? And now after? I hope it helped some. I did a post but deleted it the next day. Can't seem to do it.

You are so lucky that you didn't die from that! Next time, if.... there's potassium iodine (iodide). It can be used for radiation poisoning. I'm not sure where you can get it, maybe health food stores, but it's a must if something like that happens.

This is an awesome article. Can't wait for the 2nd part. Some just don't understand how important this is. All you can do to keep the masses informed is to keep doing what you do. I do think it's working. To the point I don't think it would be such a shocking thing to most anymore if they were to show or be found out for sure. I should say disclosed.

BUT! Would that be a good thing? Hell if I know.

Thanks Kira..I will remember that. It may come in handy..again some day. But ..I am not even sure what it was..I don't think it was radiation...I think I likely would have died..if it were.. It was strong..very powerful...like electricity..but more...It's pretty hard to explain..

I think it would be a good thing...to have all this in the open..for the world..There would finally be something for people to actually think about. It would certainly knock down the walls in that BOX, that so many live in.

I do personally think we were suppose to know it all already...Perhaps that is why I feel I have to try to come up with some way to awaken people...

Anyway..thanks for the kind words.

I was a little girl, only 5 or 6 or so, but as I got older I found bigger cupboards to hide in.

I think you're doing a really good job of that here, entity.

Although my own impulse to help people 'awaken' has a different focus, I've given this a lot of thought. Apologies for going off topic, but I've come to the conclusion that - for me - it's best to do this type of work somewhat anonymously. I mean, think about people you consider to be good teachers and leaders -- eventually, the message is overshadowed by the personality of the messenger. Usually this happens through no fault of the teacher (or messenger), usually in direct opposition to the desire of the teacher/messenger, who would rather that folks remain focused on the message.

Too, if the teacher/messenger has some sort of life crisis, the message can become nullified (or at least sullied) along with the reputation of the teacher/messenger. We all make mistakes, but those in the public eye are often crucified - literally or figuratively - for them. I think if the message is important enough, it's better that no one gets credit for its delivery than to have the message lost.

Again, sorry if this was too off-topic.
plur

Thank you for sharing this experience with us here. I agree that it will help everyone reading it to be more aware about what is happening all around us.

Hi pluralone and thanks..

I guess..to each their own.
I could not post totally anonymously..as I know that there are some..who..have questions..and with quetions comes realizations...
I have met..enough people on the net to understand...there are a lot...of humans that have been taken or had contact through abduction.

I know I do not look for recognition for any of what has happened to me..for I have not done anything..but been witness to..or been part of an alien encounter.
Being one that has been taken..only opened my eyes to the reality of ALL this.
I now see in so many ways...but just as easy as it is for me to see the truth..it is just as easy for others to blow me off.

I will do what it takes to open eyes..but I will never bow out from the truth..to anyone.
I know that..we have been fed lies for most of our being here on earth...and at this point in time...the truth could not be more important to us. Of course..had we been allowed the truth to continue through our history..we would be a far different species as well.

I can be laughed at..ridiculed..and so on...and I am...BUT...as I have said before.."No one will be laughing in the end".

Hi paticakes!

Thanks for joining in...and welcome to The Book of THoTH!

I appreciate your words.

If I may ask...Have you seen crafts?

I see we are neighbors..I am in westman... Maybe you are aware too, of all the UFO activity we have throughout our province of Manitoba?

Thanks for the post.

I have not seen any crafts..yet but am still a believer nonetheless. After reading some posts from you and other people, I'm not sure if I would really want to see one if it were as close to what you described.

Anyway, I had no idea that Manitoba was a "hot spot" for activity. The only activity I am aware of happenened around the late 50's or 60's, or later Correct?. As I did a quick Google search of "Manitoba UFO" just now, there seems to be a lot more activity going on here than expected.

Looking forward to reading the continuation of your article.

Entity, you wrote, "...to each their own ... I could not post totally anonymously..as I know that there are some..who..have questions..and with quetions comes realizations..."

I agree; in sharing one's experiences with abduction and the issues that arise therefrom, it must be very helpful that there are some, like you, who are strong enough to handle the consequences of putting yourself out there (as opposed to remaining somewhat anonymous).

My comments were not intended to instruct but to share; each person who is inclined to share deeper experiences, I think, must face the decision as to how much of one's peripheral personal identity will be presented along with their experiences. Whatever the choice, the options are equally valid.

And paticakes, here's an enthusiastic Welcome to BoT! Looking forward to seeing you around the forum!
plur

Hi Plur..

I know for me..I could just throw out to people what I saw..and forget the rest...When talking feelings.. thoughts and emotions as well..I feel one must get a true sense of the subject that is sharing.
I would hope going a bit past what I saw..and into what was going on in my life at the time, allows one to see.. that the person sharing(me)..is just like anybody else..and I would also hope that they see...it is not always an enjoyable situation...as many seem to think.

I have thought about..how much am I willing to disclose personally..and if the time comes..I will tell all that is needed..so I may be believed.. I see it as..there could come a point in time where..if I am to share...face to face with the public. (perhaps when I capture a craft on video) then I will have to reveal more...of me.

For now..my friends and family..know what I am about..and at this point..they are the ones that matter the most. That is not to say that I do not care about anyone else...I do.
I think that we could have been such a more beautiful species..and we could have had so much more from our existence as humans..I do love human even though I can be angry at times, about us..I feel that once in our lives we deserve the truth..even if there is nothing that we can do about it.

Peace!!

I just can't say this with enough emphasis: I am really enjoying our discussions, entity. It's been so good to be back, and you've helped make it so.

Thank you.

Continuing the discussion: I think a large difference in why you and I have each made the choices we have in regards to personal disclosure is that the experiences we each feel the need to share are very different, even though many of the processes our experiences have enabled us to go through have been similar and have brought us to, I think, some similar conclusions. To clarify, you are sharing physical experiences and I am sharing spiritual experiences -- they both have spiritual ramifications, true, but the experiences themselves are very different.

Now that we've discussed this and I've given it some thought, it makes even more sense to me that it might be necessary to share more of your personal/peripheral self when you write or talk about your own experiences; the more visible you are in this matter, the better it will be for those who are open to hearing it. Put a rational, human face to the experience of alien abduction, and those who seek information and/or support are more likely to trust what you're saying.

Good thinking, you!
plur

Hi.. pluralone.

I don't feel I need thanks for anything..but..the gesture is appreciated..
I think it is what you make it..yourself..
I am glad you are happy to be back.. The BoT is such a great place.





It is not only for other to understand more and to maybe trust more in words from me..but it is to allow others..who..have no where to go...to see that..there are others like them with the same..experiences.

Since I have shared on the NET with my encounters, I have been contacted by many who have been taken...and others who have had close encounters with crafts..but have no one to tell or talk to with out fear of ridicule. Many cannot even tell their family as they are in fear of..rejection from the ones they love...It can be a very very bad situation to be in for many. Most others do not really understand the full extent of the problems of having close encounters..

I have made many new friends..that are all very well aware of what is taking place around us..and to us, with ET.
It makes me feel good inside..if I can help out some one that has no where to turn...especially..when they put their trust in me...a stranger. It also means a lot to me as I know..what it feels like..to think you are alone..and no one will believe you. There is often much confusion..to add to everything else. Truly, It is not a nice perspective to have..

The way I see it...

Open eyes ..lead to an open mind.

The MIB part was pretty spooky. Try and get regressed to find out what happened.

Hi Altruistic_Egomaniac..I am not sure I have had the pleasure before..so welcome to the BoT.

I am not sure about hypnosis...as..I do hear so much negative about the results..

I would rather be trusted with what I know..from conscious awareness than from what may contaminated results through hypno.

It is something for me to consider..for..the future though.

Thanks..

Thanks entitiy for posting your Abduction/Contact experiences.

It takes a lot of courage to be so forthcoming.

Take heart that you are not alone in your experiences.

Hi nigelelan53,and thank you for the kind words..

It is not really courage that I have...it is like being forced to show my hand..just as I am in the process of doing.
What I mean is...I have been seeded with knowing of events to come..and..somehow..it became..important to me...to wake up the world...It was certainly not my choice..but..has to do with when I was given the knowledge by ET.

I have come to realize..what a very heavy load it is to carry this...and..if I wasn't so stubborn..I would have left this all alone...and let the cards fall as they will...BUT..that is not me...

So many times..I think back to the movie "close encounters" and so often..I feel like the guy..that is so caught up in what is taking place..he even tries to build the mountain..that the UFO mother ship is coming to...in his mashed potatoes..

I am like him...as in...there is nothing..at all..that is more important to me than trying to bring the truth forth...so others can see....before the events take place.

I know why it so top priority for me.. We all were to know the truth...but..we have been lied to ..and mislead..for most of mankind's existence here...Had we not...this world would be far different..and we would be too..

I know..I am carrying on..and it all is too hard for others to accept without proof..so..that is it...I can tell the rest of my experiences...but..I am really hoping for proof this summer..so..my words may actually be considered.. and people..may actually..see for themselves...and..see the way we have been taken down other paths.. taken away.. from important knowledge.

Anyway...I have rambled on long enough...

Peace...

Thanks for the reply entity.

Fortunately or unfortunately (if you do not wish to know) you are able to remember/relive your experiences.

In my experiences, my mind has been Psychotronically Deactived, so i know very little.

Retrofitting my life, things seem to start happening in 1964, with a very vivid awaking of floating near the ceiling in my bedroom, then being slammed awake by being dropped on my bed, probably after being returned from an abduction +/- 11-20 years ago. As i had written this incident off as a bad nightmare and had not then seen any UFOs etc., i did not record the date.

Since 2007 there have been at least five experiences, judging by the Red Marks/Patterns on one arm and a dishevelled bed.

Most people live in fear of changing their paradigm.

I gave up on trying to change people's point of view and only intercede points at pivotal points in conversation that I can back up with proof. If people want to know more they'll ask.

All we need to do as true believers is to plant that seed here and there and they will need to take it further.