When I was little they would float down from the ceiling; beings of light. Things would move in my room and I couldn't have been more than five. Papers would flutter, my lamp would spin... and I would listen to them speak and for years they came to visit every day. "It's not time yet." Always the same conversation, the same message. I would tell my mother and she would laugh... "There's nothing here."
I never knew what "it's not time yet" meant until I was older and as the years went by I would begin to collect clocks... I was obsessed with clocks... then came: 11:11. I've never been one to pay "attention" to time or schedules and this was something different. In fact I really don't pay attention to "time," nor wear a watch. I knew I was supposed to understand something but couldn't quite grasp what it was. I grew up and studied medicine and that's when it hit me. The answer was not exactly "time." It was something entirely different. It encompassed human genetics and something even deeper.
Posted by aussiET on Sunday, February 22, 2009 @ 02:54:11 CST
I was a diligent student of the arcane arts yet aside from fleeting moments of revelation and enlightenment I felt that I was making no real progress, and worse than that I seemed to be doing little more than memorising page after page of ritual, various names in all kinds of ancient tongues, simply to spend hours then organising and performing these rituals. During this time it began to dawn on me that the psycho-pomp of ritual was something that was being taken completely out of context, and that most of our brothers lacked the basic understanding of what ritual was actually used for (I intend to write a different essay on this point at a later date). At this point I gave up my practice of Ritual, burned my books and began to seek a different path by following my own guidance.
I occupied myself with the simple thought that behind every pair of eyes I looked into, behind every object I could perceive on any level was the same life playing out in a different form. It didn't matter about the end it was moving towards, it didn't matter about the form that it had taken it was all a part of me. Gradually my perception changed as I became filled with this thought, the synchronicities which had left me for so long began to re-appear in my life, I noticed that what I expected to happen generally tended to happen in some form or another and because I wasn't as caught up in it's exact manifestation I was able to see it with better insight than before.
Posted by aussiET on Sunday, February 01, 2009 @ 12:00:00 CST
here are certain experiences we undergo on the occult path. Truth is an essence that illuminates our views, casting shadows of it self dressed in clothes we’ll understand. Some times it decides to test us and presents itself in ways we don’t fully appreciate so that we may expand our knowledge of both our nature and our limitations.
Dressed in a less technical way, sometimes it decides to assert itself to let us know that it is always there.
A few years ago I had such an experience which I’ve decided to share. I will not give my opinion on it; I will simply state what happened as per my working diary of the time. Please excuse me if you feel this entry is too long, I’ve tried to preserve as much of it as I can in order to have a proper discussion about it.
Posted by aussiET on Saturday, January 31, 2009 @ 23:00:00 CST
As I wander the wilds, I ponder about on all sorts of things. What follows is the pondering on numerous wanderings. Bit disjointed but –what the heck !
This world is a physical thing, subject to natural laws. It is a molten lake surrounding an iron core and a thin crust on which life has developed. This world has a consciousness which some people refer to as Gaia and assign god-like characteristics to her. The use of the feminine gender is valid because she gave birth to us all. Some people may make acts of worship to Gaia but she demands nothing.
What we do, we do for ourselves. We work for our sustenance, we fight to protect it or gain more. We work to confound rivals. We fight from fear and hatred and spite and honour and loyalty and whatever other causes we might fashion. But everything we do, serves Gaia, no matter what we do. She is not benign, just amoral. We can thrive or destroy ourselves, it doesn't matter to her. She will just give birth to a different brood and start again.
Posted by aussiET on Saturday, January 31, 2009 @ 03:49:33 CST
“….. it comes back at you on all three aspects of your life – mind, body, and spirit.”
This struck a thought chain. Firstly, there something about the trilogy in the human psyche – father, son, and holy ghost : maiden, women, crone : etc. The tripod or tryptarchy is a most stable form. Also think about the construction of the pyramids.
I would like to work on another : id, ego, superego.
I think also that I would like to propose that good and evil are just aspects of human thinking and behaviour. Evil is an aspect which is by common consensus and no-one is pure evil, so stands to reason that no-one is pure good.
We may think in our conscious mind that we have no ulterior motives in performing an act classified as “good”, but there is a major part of mind that is below the level of consciousness and this is the area of basic drives, instincts, and reactions – the flight or fight mechanism is a good example as it is purely biochemical in nature and not mediated.
Posted by aussiET on Saturday, January 31, 2009 @ 03:42:28 CST
I remember growing up, being so fascinated with space and the universe. I felt a large part of me was drawn to live in this vast universe, rather then the little human body I inhabited. The universe to me at the time was finite, because it encompassed the Milky Way, the known planets in our solar system, our Sun and our Moon, then all the constellations symbolized by pictures of crabs and hunters and such…that to me was the entire universe. As I grew up, the known universe remained rather small in my mind. After all, we are the only living beings in the universe, why should it be any bigger than it is?
Posted by Annumela on Monday, January 19, 2009 @ 23:00:00 CST
Revealed for the first time is a comprehensive overview of the Great Secret of the Ages. This information is intended to be a brief introduction to a large and profound subject.
Contents
The Gift from Heaven
The Emerald Formula
The Great Secret
The Science of Mercury
The Mystery Unveiled
The Nectar of the Gods
The Treasure of Destiny
The Return of the Science of The Soul
Posted by Annumela on Sunday, January 18, 2009 @ 12:50:03 CST
This is an article accompanying, as alluded to in the below picture, a most recent conference-call-styled interview of Illuminati Grand Master and Reformer Leo Lyon Zagami. Due to size considerations I have split the article into three parts.
To ease the navigation of this rather lengthy interview, I precede each new question with a time stamp preamble of the format: TS hh:mm:ss. The interview can be downloaded here or, alternatively, the raw master file can be directly listened to here.
Posted by Annumela on Tuesday, December 30, 2008 @ 15:32:48 CST
I don't often write about the little things that happen, but this incident seemed too cool to keep hidden so I'm sharing it with you guys.
Sitting at my computer desk since the weather has gotten nippy, I can look to my left and usually see the cats gathered around an electric radiator style heater. The heater sits not four feet from the base of the stairway that leads to my loft, and against the side of that stairway sits a plastic storage crate and a tool box stacked on top of each other. Leaning up against that, because I've just never gotten around to finding a good place for it, is an old wooden folding stool that used to belong to my grandfather. It's the kind with canvas stretching across to make up the seat after you fold it open.
Posted by Annumela on Tuesday, December 23, 2008 @ 23:00:00 CST
Hello everybody, This is Lonecat with the last report from orbit for the time being. I am now in descent mode and rapidly spiraling "down" to Earth to celebrate the festive Season. However, early in the new year I shall again be launched into Earth orbit and then continue with my weekly reports. On my way back to Earth I have a lot to do to prepare for my link-up the the International Space Station. As I head towards that, I took this picture of the ISS "in transit" of the Sun. The 25th of December of course was the great roman festival of the Invincible or undefeated Sun "SOL INVICTVS" and that is what I observe while others are celebrating the festival of Christmas which was imposed on that date to keep the Romans happy. I would like to express my very best wishes to you all for whatever you might be celebrating.
Posted by Annumela on Tuesday, December 23, 2008 @ 13:05:56 CST
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